Thursday, August 16, 2012

你给我静!

所谓祸从口出,有时候,明知道有些话会伤害别人又何必说呢?也许你自己本身不明白也不会体会到,我也不明白你的用意,为何一而再再而三的伤害我?伤害我没要紧,但我不容许你伤害我的家人。我家人没有得罪你,也不容许你说他们什么。难听的说,我们家的事不用你管,也容不得你管。

当你在批评别人的时候,请想想你自己是不是很好的一个榜样,别自打嘴巴。当你对我说很难听的话的时候,我没有反驳你,我默默地承受是因为我懂得尊重别人。不像你,说或之前没有用你的大脑想清楚哪些话该说哪些话不该说。你伤害我,我可以忍。直到今天你又对我说了一些很难听的话,不仅伤害我,伤害我家人也伤害了我的他。我真的很生气,也不明白为何你要这样。我开始很恨你这样。恨你到无法自拔。无论你对我说些什么,我都觉得有敌意。

其实,我只想问你,你是不是嫉妒我过得比你好? 我觉得是吧!


Sunday, May 20, 2012

我就是我

我就是我,在我心里,其实有一道门紧紧地封锁着,任何人都不能踏入进去。其实有些时候,我懂我把自己锁得太紧,我自己也搞不清楚为何会这样。所以说,在这个世界里,没有人能够真正能够明白我,就因为我不容许任何人踏入这道门,我不希望别人能看透我在想什么,就连我最亲的家人和Hubby,我可以说,他们永远是没办法理解我。没有人可以企图要那把钥匙把那道门打开就因为锁得很紧,你越想理解我,我就会越离你越远。曾经有告诉朋友这一件事,她说,每一个人都有自己的故事是不想让任何人懂的。你同意吗?

Friday, April 20, 2012

20/4/12 Visited fourth Dermatologist ( Dr. Foong)

A sudden decision to visit famous Dr. Foong today. And the fees charged is surprisingly expensive and it's over my estimated budget. I do hope this is the last dermatologist i visit. Having a skin problem is not easy to cure, when you yourself have experienced the problem, you would understand how suffer it is and yet the problems follow you for such a long period.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

First Time


17/4/12 The very first time I joined paintball game with them. Who are them? They are my closed friends in my university life.

18/4/12 The very first time i had steambot with them.

Suppose to say, I do really feel glad to have them with me all the time. We have fun always, we have discussion for mid term and final exam, we go for dinner and lunch almost everyday. And I know, our university's life is ended so soon, and we might have less chances to meet in future, so I do appreciate each moment we're togeta. We chat, we laugh, we share, we tease each others and still, there's no gap in between of us. All these good memories will remain silently in my heart and i woudn't forget everyone of u after we have graduated. All the best to u guys and jia you for our finals.



Saturday, April 14, 2012

伤心

为何我的脸总是不能好起来?痘痘一直没有停止过出现,让我不懂要怎样做才能快快好起来?我试过很多方式来医治,但都没见的有好过。看了三次医生,用了半年的时间都不能医好。是我的身体有问题吗?为什么连医生都不能把我的脸给医好?还是我真的要改变我的生活方式了?没有熬夜,没有煎炸食物,没有咖啡,没有 Laksa & Tom Yam, 要保持早睡早起,喝足够的水。。:(


Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Finals 快到了

Finals 要到咯。希望大家都会做好准备,做最好的冲刺。加油!

不要放弃,继续努力,没有什么事是不能完成的。

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

复杂的心情

有时候不得不把事情想得太复杂,当经历了一些事情或当你看透某些事情,或许已经太迟了。所以说,每当你要做一件事之前,千万要三思而后行,要不然你就会后悔莫及。为何我会这样说,因为就是看透某些事情,我会害怕,因为我们不懂下一刻会面对什么样的问题,但是我知道,只要做回自己,因为我们活着不是为了取悦别人,而是活得更精彩,对不?

我不懂看透别人的心在想些什么,我就是我,我不必去猜透别人的心怎么想我,如果是这样,我会活得很累,我是活在别人的影子之中。我不想这样,我只想快快乐乐,自由自在的去生活。

希望未来的日子我不会被这复杂的心情所牵绕,我不喜欢这样!