I've got an ugly face!

My face is getting worst and worst. Since last year September til December, I had been visiting two dermatologists to cure my ugly face yet til now, ya until today my face is not fully recovered yet. And my beloved pimples are growing out each day. When i stand in front of the mirror, i feel that I do look horrible ugly. I lost all my confidence to face people and sometimes i don't feel like going out to anywhere because I do mind how people look in to my face. I tried many ways to stop pimples growing out or to cure those scars on my face BUT T____T. Frankly, i'd been wasted my parents' money for almost 1k to cure my face yet it doesnt show any improvement. Now i'm planning to change another doc which i received alot of positive feedback from frens, A famous dermatologist near fair pak area. Gonna pay him a visit real soon. I want to have a healthy face before my sister's wedding dinner because i have to face alot of people. I want to build up my confidence.