Smooth Registration

BA students are the last batch to register for subjects, i guess for the 3rd time we're being arranged to register the LAST. But i feel thankful that i could register the subs i planned earlier just within 10 mins. I never expect that i could reli log into the course registration within a short time. Because basically as i blif every utarian has experienced the difficulty of logging in or even can't register for even one sub for at least half an hour. It proves tat utar alwiz has lousy system n yet nvr expect utar wil make improvement.

Study break has started. Stress feeling is getting deeper and deeper as day passes. Wishing all the utarians best of luck and ga yao for their studies.

我就是双子座女生^^

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在 乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：

双子座的人最花心。

可是是真的是这样吗？

双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是 对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。

有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎， 是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向

星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。

双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

当双子的朋友 真的很幸福哦！

因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。

双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们 的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他 绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？

但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？

因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

upset mood

Week 13. The last week i'll b staying in kampar with him for this semester. I could just sigh for the time passes too fast. I'm greedy, i want more time spending with him but actually i know it's impossible. Just accept the truth ba CPY.

Sometimes I do feel admire to one of my fren, her bf has gone to oversea for his studies yet their relationship maintains so well. If for me, i would definitely lost confidence to myself. In other words, i've no confidence at all time. She can be so independent, the main point i admire her so much. Ya, i do alwiz too depend on my hubby to be with me, the reali bad habit that couldnt change.

I alwiz comfort myself it's time to be independent as hubby hopes me to be, try to mix some frens instead of staying alone in hostel.

Almost comes to the END :(

Time flies very very fast, it's almost the end for this semester. It reminds me that hubby is going to leave me, he's going to leave kampar very very soon, which means I've to stay alone in kampar for the reamining two semesters. Whenever I think about this matter, it pulls my mood down. Frankly, we have been staying in kampar for 4 years, yes, I've used to the days he's with me all the time

~ we can meet easily

~we can stick togeta for all day long

~we can hang out togeta whenever we want

~we go for supper for almost every night

~we go for a sweet walk

~we go for travel when we're having semester breaks

~ there are unlimited things to b listed out

YET, it comes to the full stop of his uni life, which means there's a full stop in my life without him too. I'm gonna suffer for the loneliness, sadness etc all by myself. SAD to the max. I just could beg time to pass a little bit slower but its impossible. Time doesnt wait but you have to grab the time to appreciate avthing around you. He's gonna step into working life, which means there's getting lesser and lesser time for me to meet him. Sigh!

Ya, i seldom hang out with frens in kampar. Most of my time spending with him. So, a sudden leave would definitely leave me hard feeling. Seeing him to move his things back to Ipoh is so upset while all my things are still kept unchanged in my hostel. I wana leave kampar as well T.T

友情

也许我们身边真的出现着有好多好多的朋友，

也许你会把她/他们归类不同类型，所谓知心朋友啊，hi-bye 朋友，吃喝玩乐的朋友，

真正能够领听你的心事，了解你，时常帮助你，能够和你分享他/她的所有的一切有几个呢？

老实说在我身边又或者说在我的生活中，

我倒还没遇到一个真正能够让我很诉说心中的事，或什么的，

也许我是一个喜欢把心事埋藏在深处，

一个人默默地伤心，一个人默默地掉眼泪，

强言的把笑容挂在脸上。

不过，我呢，总是喜欢把欢乐带给身边的朋友，

让他们笑翻天，自己已经很高兴了。

一但友情出现烈痕，

就算天天见面也会觉得橄尬，

总觉的对方变得好陌生，甚至有时候害怕自己说错什么导致对方的不满。

不必要特地去讨好他/她们，做回真正的自已是最好的。

Jackie

Woo hoo! Yay! Few more days i'll be taking my Jackie back from the owner. Do u guys feel weird when i first starting to post puppy's photo and most of my frens wil comment about in this way " hey, you're not scared of dog anymore?" Haha. From this, u can slightly get the meaning of it right? Em, before that i was damn damn scare of all kind of animals til i can shout until my lung drops off. They're so scary to me especially their fur. Yup, they're cute just that my psychology thinking is they're very horrible scary. Lol. But..but..many week ago, can't reali rmb which day, my cousin had brought her pet, shih tzu type of puppy. I quickly jumped onto the sofa and screamed as loud asi could. My siblings forced me touch her bit by bit. At first, i stood quite a far distance from her (pet), i used her comb to touch. My heart beated so fast. Then slowly i used my finger, yup onli one finger to touch her. Slowly and slowly, i dared to hug her and put her onto my leg. But still, i wil still shout if she suddenly appears in front of me.

Er, how about jackie? Ya, she's my lovely pet. I witness the process she grows up day by day. It's a kind of happiness to see her from baby dog til now she's so active when we're playing with her. So cute. How do u think of her? Totally in love with her. HAHA :)