Lonely Life in Kampar ---> Day 15

woke up at 12.10pm today..
cz skipped the 1st tutorial class..
feel nice to hav a nice sleep

as usual..attended 4 hours lecture classes..
was so tired sitting thr for 4 hours~~~
v were playing more than paying attention in class.
all of us seems addicted to the games n the punishments v hav..
different kinds of punishments
different kinds of rules created by Charlotte Tan..
LOL..

stil the same..my ear is stil not recover yet..
but it doesnt feel so much pain as compare to monday..
its getting better n better.. :)

currently bc wif assignments..
get bored when reading XXX pages of journals yet nid to summarise it..
DUHHH... ~.~''
hope dis sem ends asap..
hope friday can cum faster 2 me..
ngek ngek ngek~~ ♥

Lonely Life in Kampar ---> Day 13 & 14

yest was too busy doing my presentation slides..
frm 9 sumthing pm til 2am in the midnight..
so tired but stil nid to make myself awake to make it finished..
yest went to consult doc bout my ear problem..
it had been so suffer for me bout 2 days..
the 1st day i reli couldnt get in2 sleep cz it was reli damn painful
plz take gud care of yr ear..dun let it to get injured or else u wil b in trouble..

so,bout 2day..
i was totally over-slept..
class started at 10am..
but den i woke up at 9.28am..
immediately jumped off frm my bed n prepared myself..
no wonder i didnt hear the alarm tat i set b4 i went in2 slp yest nite..
i feel veli weird y the alarm wil stop itself??
or i stop it myself??
DUNNO...~~~~
after reaching in the lecture hall..
stomachache came to find me..
it was reli so suffer..
my frens tot that i had pressure for the presentation later..
i told them not..i guess i had eaten sum dirty things or wat..

today suppose to hav 10 presenters..
n my tutor invited some guests to witness our presentation..
one of the guests is in higher position as i noe..
when it turned to the 5th presenter..
tutor stopped us...
got veli angry wif us..
few reasons he got angry
1) most of us directly read frm the slides
2)did nt prepare well for the hard copy
3)didnt mention his full name in the 1st page of the cover
BLA BLA BLA...many many more..
he gav us another chance to present again..
means i hav to present again next week..damn it
his requirements are quite high towards us..
hopefully next week we all can do more better than 2day~~

received mum's call
she was asking how's my ear :(
i told her tat my ear is stil not okie yet..
sobs..
if tis cuming thursday my ear is still in the same situation..
my mum gonna bring me to see specialist..
yor...dun try to sked me plz..
i feel afraid when doc takes something sharp n puts inside my ear..
it causes me so painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
pray hard tat i can get well soon..

feel that tis year i hav got lots of sickness..
during the month of march..
i had fever,cough,serious flu that lasted for one week..
weight was getting lesser n lesser..
til now..
my ear got problem..
T.T
and recently i wil get tired easily..
do not noe the reason WHY~~

for him ♥
3 weeks i never meet u..
i miss u soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much..
hope to see u very very soon
:)

gotta stop right now..
wil update more :)

Not a gud day :(

planned to bac kampar today..
planned to go Jj wif fren b4 going bac to kampar
but due to heavy rain..so cancelled..
so bad..

my ear is so damn pain..
i guess there is injuries inside my ear..
sobs..
T.T

having stress for the assignments..
tis cuming tuesday its my turn to present my work..
arrrgh..
so nervous and sked for sure..
its individual presentation..
feel so much nervous when talking in front of so many ppl..

tomoro hav to wake up early to rush bac to kampar
as my 1st class starts at 9.30am..
gotta sleep early wif my pain ear..T.T

gud nite av1 :)

=p

got bac home..
wooo hoo~~
i luv ipoh so much..
feel nice once i stepped into my house..

tomoro my siblings are going to cum bac ipoh again..
n v plan to go jj again as mage sales is started..
cant wait to grab sutffs again ♥

today went to kampar Tesco wif my frens..
i did a 2pid thing..
now their turn to burst into laughter.
but indeed it was very "fish" la..
LOL

i hav a bad feeling in a sudden..
n it remains very long n nvr goes off in my heart..
i dun wonder y i hav tis kind of feeling.
but sure its related to him..
i guess im thinking too much...
confidence level drops to zero..
til i got his cal..
feel much more better n i noe..
his heart wil onli can fit in one person..
tats me..
no others..
i should hav blif him instead of suspicious him..
Game of Love,Im definitely a LOSER
:(
i used to think very much n after tat go complaint to him
y i hav got so many complaints n yet i do not receive any complaints frm him??
y am i like tat??
i guess im requesting too much frm him?
izit my expectation too high??
i guess so..
im trying hard to change myself to be a better gf n yet..
it fails..
im a failure,defeatist,stupid,useless....
sigh.. T.T

currently bc wif my assignments..
i comfort myself nt to think too muc though im not feeling gud..
avthing wil turn gud if i think in a positive way..
a gud advise frm my dear fren..
i wil owaz bear in mind..
i try..i wil reli try..

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 12

it was so funny to c my fren slipped down today..
immediately me n my fren were bursted into loud laughter..
HAHAHA...
she knelt down there for 5 seconds stil didnt want to get up..
n none of us help her too...
v were juz busy laughing at her especially me..
sorry ya my fren..its reli funny enuf...

some assignments nit to pass up on week 9..
omg..how do i manage to settle them in these few weeks time..
Utar is trying to kill us..
DAMN it..

something enlightens me..
for u ♥
sorry tat i've made u sad
sorry tat i've made u worry bout me
sorry tat i've mistaken u owaz
sorry..too many to apologize..
YUP..i promised myself not to let "it" happen btw n u me..
i wil try my best to control my emotion..
i juz wan u to b happy all the time :)
TQ my dearest ♥
seems like i hav too many thgs to talk to u..
but u're nt with me..
nvm...u noe wat im thinking cz..
OUR HEART ARE LINKED 2GETA
hehe...

well,gotta rest soon
gud nite av1

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 11

2day i was totally lazy to get up frm my dream..
felt very tired the whole day n yet not feeling well too..
did not hav the appetite to eat...
2day i was juz like turning into another person..
quiet in the class..didnt talk much..paid so much attention too..

skipped the laz class as all of us didnt wan to attend the class..
2day im juz so tired..
BUT...
assignments are stil waiting me to complete them..
SIGH...
next week onwards til week 10..
i wil b very very very x1000 busy..
assignments,quiz,mid term...
T.T

feel nice to receive ur call..
u r juz too caring..♥
u're nt cuming bac this week..
sad sad sad :(
do not noe when u wil bac to me again.. T.T

currently doing my EI assignment..
spend little time to blog here..
hehe ^^

tonite wil sleep early cz im reli tired n sleepy
:)

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 10

today we were late 2 class cz sum1 was late to fetch us..
while waiting my fren to cum fetching me~~
surprisingly i met my secondary skul fren..
and she is living the same house wif me..
v r housemates now..HAHA

for the Japanese lecture class today..
another boring class..
v juz sat there for doing nothing cz v didnt bring our text books to campus..
today my mood was nt gud..
i was rude to my fren cz she kept talking beside me..
sorry..i reli couldnt manage my emotion sumtimes..
reli sorry..
after bac home...
stil feeling nt gud...
haiz...
juz feel myself very bad cz i didnt pick up his calls..
cz i didnt feel like wana talk on the phone..
sorry my dear ♥

tomoro wil b having another quiz...
its nt hard but i dun hav the mood to study for it...

:)
try to cheer myself up...
prefer alone in this moment

('',)

~sunday~sunday~sunday...

so fast it comes to sunday...
for sure sisters are going bac to kl..bro goes bac to kampar..
onli left me alone in ipoh wif my parents..hehe..
usually i wil bac kampar on sunday,but he's nt by my side..i wil b all alone in kampar..
so i prefer to stay in ipoh..
well..tomoro sure wil b going to a heaven place.. T.T

today is Father's day..
hereby wishing my dad a happy Father's day..
thanks for everything that you hav given to all of us..
u owaz giv us the very best thg to us..
well..v do very appreciate it ♥
sisters paid for the lunch v had..
my bro n i are nt included to pay for it as v are stil studying..
i promised my dad i wil treat him once i step into working life..

after came bac frm outside..
chit chat session wif siblings..
juz awhile,they started to pack their things..
pack so many foods to kl..
seems like starving for 10 days..HAHA..

this sat they wil cum bac again..
purposely cum bac to celebrate my grandmum's birthday at chemor
av year does the same thg..
according to our family,it divides into 2 sessions to go to chemor..
1st sessions..around 4 sumthing...
my mother wil depart 1st...
2nd sessions...my dad n others siblings of mine onli depart frm home
usually wil depart around 6pm sumthing
guess y v depart so late?
tats onli one reason..
cz its damn BORING there...haha..
im a bad girl...
nt reli like to go there :)

hmmmzzz...
this week i guess he's nt cuming bac...
:( :( :(
nvm...i wil juz wait for his return..

woohoo
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ (20/6/2010)
today is our 35th month anniversary..
one more month to go...
its our 3rd year anniversary
cant deny that time does pass reli fast..
stil planning how to celebrate on this important day wif u
:)
last but nt least..i very much appreciate yr luv n care towards me
thanks for avthing as well
♥
luv u :)

stop right here..
gonna study for tomoro n tues's quiz...
gambate to myself
=p

Outing with sisters ♥

today went Jusco wif my sisters n sister's bf..
spent alot today..
i bought a Mango bag..
woohoo~~
very satisfy wif it =)

after tat,v went to sing k for 3 hours
til 8pm..
so enjoy during this outing..

on the other hand..
he went to shop wif his frens at The Curve..
i've never been there b4..
n i hope the next time i hav the chance to go wif him..
juz wait :)

bac frm outside..
mum has bought durian for us..
woohoo..so nice..
thanks mum ♥

practiced how to write for the japanese..
hopefully i wouldnt 4get how to write during the quiz in the coming monday..

planning how to celebrate an important day for me n him too...
hehe...
hopefully it does giv him a surprise too...

well..shud stop here..
gud nite av1 :)

:)

both sisters wil b cuming bac tonite..
woohooo~~
b4 they cum bac...
v use to plan how do v spend our weekend..
haha...
yest v planned to go jj,sing k n go for swimming on the cuming sat..
my sister's bf requests me to teach him how to swim..
haha...juz wait n c wat am i going to do...
hoho...^^

i wish to buy new clothes, new shoes or bag...
addicted to Seed's bag as i saw one my fren got it..
haha..so i juz hope i can get one too..
i told him ♥ bout this..
he wil juz scold me tat i owaz waste money to buy these uesless things..
T.T i bet every girl does like shopping rite??
im inlcuded in it le..so plz no more scolding me...
sometimes i ask him :'' can u giv me avthing tat i wish like how my dad gives me avthing tat i wan?"
he told me "NOT"
earning money is not easy,dun spend any single amount of money in a wrong way..
ya..strongly agree wat he has told me...
well..i wil try to control not to spend extravagantly on these stuffs..
I TRY ^^

in the cuming weeks..i hav to start settling my assignments..
tonnes of works..
since when i can finish them???
alot...alot..
journals...proposals...interview...
how to manage??
as sum assignments hav the same due date to pass up...
T.T so bad
degree life is nt an easy job...
i juz hav to be strong

hmmm...i guess i hav to control my emotion n my behavior..
frankly,i seldom get angry towards my frens..
but... i meet one fren tat i seriously dislike..
the person's attitude,the way of acting n talking seriously oppose my attitude towards tat person
i guess i hav to put down my jaundice view towards the person so tat i reali can communicate wif the person...i try..i wil reali try

ntg much to say bout today..
cheer up to myself..
n i miss him badly ♥
♠

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 9

these few days kampar's weather is damn cool..
i like this somewhat freeze n cool feeling ♥
early in the morning..i was lazy to wake up frm my sweet dream..
looked at my hp...it showed 8.21am...
a gust of feeling i was having :''shud i skip my class later?"
struggling for awhile...
went to prepare myself in a hurry as i was quite late..
i dun wan my fren to wait me impatiently..

1st tutorial class 2day..
suddenly thought of wat v shud do for our group assignment..
one of the member went to consult the tutor..
it was reli shocked when the tutor told us tat he didnt noe wat to do about the assignment
a big SWT >.<'''''
im the leader in the sub ---> Business Research
how am i going to start?
wat topic shud i choose?
all the responsibility has put onto my shoulder..
i do not now how to balance it..
my group members...plz do help me along too :(

tired after attending 4 hours lecture classes..
took a short nap after bak frm campus
in the middle of my dream..
received his call ♥
so nice to listen yr voice..
tis week probably u're nt cuming bak..
so sad..mayb next week u're nt cuming bak oso..
i do not noe how long shud i wait for yr return..
nvm...i wil juz wait...
i wil receive yr call avday for sure...
many many calls per day...
cant stop myself to praise u here.
u're reali a gud guy tat i've met in my life..
i wouldn't feel regret of choosing u as my bf..
yr sincere care,love,concern wil b very much appreciated ♥
tq my dear...
sorry sumtimes i hav showed u my bad temper..
but u juz tolerate wif me..
u juz dun wan to let me sad...
u admit avthing is yr fault..
im reali damn damn damn x10000 BAD...
tq for nt leaving me til now..
hopefully can celebrate our 3rd year anniversary =D

currently is in tired mood..
these few days got not enuf of sleeping...
tomoro wil b bak to ipoh...
woohooo...

-hApPy-
♥

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 8

today is the most tired day..
classes started frm 10am til 8pm...
soooooooooooo sleepy n tired cz i woke up a little bit early today

for the OM,it starts to cover calculation which im afraid of..
pay so full attention to it as im weak in calculation...
hope i can cope wif it...
stil hav many many more wil cum to me in the coming weeks..
i juz hav to wait n c.. T.T

nit to start preparing for the assignments..
too many...tonnes of works to finish
all rushing towards me...
sum assignments even hav the same due date..
omg..utar can reali drive us crazy...
nvm...v sure can handle it...

went to buy burger wif Jasmine as we didnt noe wat to eat..
so i suggested to eat burger..
haha...while waiting...went to "Just To Eat" cake shop n hav a look..
wow...i saw my favourite cake ---> Chocolate Banana..
both of us bought one slice of cake as supper..
omg...gonna turn fat if i take supper every nite...

in tis moment...im very tired...
hopefully can go to bed as early as i can...
bt the japanese quiz is stil waiting for me..
i hav to practise how to write for japanese words..
so hard man~~~~!!!!

well...
ntg special..
end here ♥

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 7

wasai...2day japanese lecture was suck..
super duper suck..
it is taught by a malay lecture...
arrrgh...his teaching way n skills reali bad enuf..
he asked us to read out the ans..
but those who has the book onli...
for those who doesnt hav the book then can skip...
as i do nt hav the book...
so my frens n i were juz sat there talking non-stop..
playing my fren's Iphone...
after tat..the lecturer juz sat on the table n waited the time to pass...
v planned to sign the attendance den left the hall...
BUT....BUT...
he onli distributed the attendance list when the time it was gonna dismiss...
feel like wana punch him soon...
damn boring sat in the hall for almost 2 hours n yet didnt learn anything..
wasted my time n of cz money as well~~~

for my dinner....i took kfc wif my housemate----->Jasmine
a very nice girl..
feel warmth n happy when she's by my side..
v can chat whatever v like...tq for being wif me my girl ♥
after came bak frm dinner..
time to practice for my japanese as next week i do hav a quiz..
hope to score well~~~gambate to myself

yum cha session wif my former classmates...
i very much like kian teng's jokes...
during diploma skul life...he used to talk jokes wif us n drove us crazy..
HAHAHA...
stil rmb last time during econ tutorial class..
u made jokes...me n my fren burst into laughter..
the tutor got angry n asked three of us to stand outside..
v juz kept our mouth shut after tat..
didnt dare to make any single sound...
so funny..
started to miss my diploma life..
nt tough as im having nw in utar...
sigh...

received your ♥ calls..
u complained to me tat u spent alot today..
mostly spent on foods..
haha...i noe u juz like to eat...
luv to see yr greedy face when u're eating..
so cute baby...♥

alrite...its time to bed...
gonna hav a nice sweet dream tonite...
GUD NITE EVERYONE :)

Time Flies :(

arrrrgh...
time flies reali fast
it comes to sunday adi
means tat he's bak to kl
another 2 weeks to go..
2 weeks to wait him bak to me..
sigh!!!!
T.T

well..within these 2 weeks..
i wil make my timetable as pack as i can
so tat i wont hav spare time to think nonsense thgs

b4 he left jz nw..
i went to his house jz to meet him.
thought it was juz awhile..
i felt satisfy..
fully-satisfy~~~ ♥
take gud care of yrself there..
i'll be alone in kampar n fight for my own..
miss u much yea..

n i told n promised myself..
i wont let "it" to happen btw 2 of us..
cheers ^^

nw im jz afraid of the japanese class tomoro..
hopefully the class goes well to me...
ah meng,plz dun sit beside me..
u owaz make me luff like hell..
i guess someday later the lecturer wil ask both of us to stand outside
or bar us frm taking tis sub..
HAHAHA..

jz hope i can b more happy..
same do those ppl around me..
♥

~HeHe~

Saturday again...
but for last sat..it was reali damn boring for me...
tis sat...im damn x10000 happy
cz he's bak to me..
woohooo~~~~ ♥

actuali planned to go his house cz he doesnt wan to go for movie
he juz wana stay at home...cz miss home..
he's homesicker...wakakak.. :)
he goes to taiping to fetch her cousin sis to bak to ipoh 4 sum reason..
so,he dates me at nite...
wow ♥
where shud v go 2nite???
what shud v do 2nite???
hohoho...though im nt wif him nw...
but a very very happy feeling is wif me now...
cant for 4 the nite to cum..

pls..sunday...pls dun cum to me so fast...
i dowan him to leave me tat fast..
NOOOooo..:(

well...i think i shall enjoy the moment now..
ngek ngek ngek...
no one wil und how happy im feeling ^^

hoping to hav a nice outing wif u 2nite ♥
muackz

♥ HapPy♥

yoyoyoyoyooy
im damn happy in this moment
He's cuming bac 2nite..
bt i guess tomoro onli i can meet him..
i'll appreciate the moment im with u..
♥♥

hopefully nothing wil block u frm cuming bac...
hopefully u can drive safely
hopefully u can reach home safely
hopefully~~hopefully~~hopefully~~
too many hopefully..

wEEeeeee~~~

I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU
muackz

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 6

got angry this early morning when i wished to drive to skul...
the 2pid guy parked his motor juz right behind my car..
WTH..
Jasmine n I reali couldnt move the motor away too...
GGGGGRRRRR....
cant he juz use his brain to think tat he shouldnt park his car behind ppl's car rite??
STUPID FELLLOW
my fren reached campus adi bt then i gave him a call for help..
he purposely came bac frm campus to take me n Jasmine to skul..
THANKS MY FREN...

after class..v had 3 hours break..
went to my fren's house to play cards..
reali veli happy n enjoy...
HAHAHA
Ashley...u were a big loser 2day...
after games...haeded bac to campus to continue or 4 hours lecture class :(
damn tired n sleepy..
didnt put so much effort in listening though..

i felt lonely after i got bac home..
picked up my hp n called him..
arrrgh...he was free bt then never call me..
bad boy!!! ♥

i've been busy calling my bro n fren to inform them when n where to get their sticker..
hehe...i sacrifice mine one to gif my fren..
can say tat im stupid???
actuali i juz dun wan to waste money to buy such exp sticker..
as my bro needs it alot so i gif it to him too..
wow...IM GOOD..hehe

sometimes...flashing bac what u hv said b4..
its reali realli sweet..♥
i never expect i wil get a such special answer frm u..
i rmb vividly..
tat day i was asking u :"what do u like me since im a bad girl and im nt pretty as well!!"
u replied me :"i luv yr heart but nt luv yr face" ♥
i couldnt imagine in tat moment how happy i was..
how sweet i was..
i told myself..im the most "hang fuk" girl in the world..
thanks for avthing my dearest ♥
i will reali appreciate u...
THANKS

currently waiting for his call..
well...ntg special anymore..gud nite :)

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 5

~tis morning...received a bad news frm my bro..
he told me tat both of us couldnt get the car sticker..
WTH~~~!!!
its extremely pulled my mood down...
im hoping to get it but failed..
have been failed twice adi..
UTAR..y cant u jz let me get once...???
a big SIGH...
i guess i nit to ma fan my fren to fetch me along...
thanks yeou meng n sorry for giving u problem..

after class...went to celebrate birthday wif frens at Tesco..
onli a small surprise for her..
hope u like it girl..
after celebration..went bac to campus to continue our classes til 8pm...
but lari kuat-kuat during break..
HAHAHA...
we're damn naughty..

2day im quite tired..
n im nt feeling well after eating the cake...
seems cant digest at all...
say no to Tesco's Kings cake shop...
aiks...yucks...

3G wif him awhile using maxis...
juz miss him so much..
didnt care the expensive charges..hehe...

ntg special bout 2day...
gud nite..
its a bit early for me..

Finally...hoping ♥ You to have a nice rest after the torturing tonnes of works.

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 4

stil the same as last week..
reached kampar around 12pm sumthing..
went to print notes...
walau..the boss was so gud..
he used to giv me discount owaz as im his frequent customer..
hehe..thanks..

attended 2 classes..missed one Japanese class as we didnt hav the notes..
omg..we were juz so lazy actuali..
once reached home...a gust of bad feeling came towards me again..
i reali hope he's here wif me...sobs...
this week he stil doesnt noe he wil bac anot...sigh T.T
wat i can do juz wait for his return.. :(

yor...2day met my bro twice..
once in campus one once outside the shop..
n ebel..1st time i talked to her...she's nice... :)

hav a nice n long chat wif him on the phone ♥
feel happy,warmth and sweet wif yr concern..
thanks my dear ♥
i noe u're having pressure in yr job n u told me u wish to take mc for nt going to work..haha
juz "tahan" le...4 months wil pass veli veli soon..
i console myself again n again...
well..shud go to bed right nw..

last bt nt least..
special thanks to Jasmine as my companion owaz..thanks alot :P
i do appreciate alot..reali ♥

GOOD NIGHT

Sunday

So fast it comes to sunday..
cant deny tat time does pass reali fast...
sister leaves ipoh n bac to kl..
:(
tomoro i've to bac to kampar..
NOooo...i dun like tat place unless i've HIM ♥
he does influence me so much...
he's reli important to me i guess :)
tis week mayb he's nt cuming bac..
im sad...
bt its veli much costly 4 him to drive bac oso..
i muz be considerate though i hope he can cum bac to me..
SIGH...
nvm..i shall juz wait perhaps :)

one week has gone..
another week is cuming..
the most fear sub i dun hope to face is japanese language..
its pretty tough to rmb hw to write..hw to pronounce..
n yet the lecturer wants us to pronounce one by one..
HAHA..so shy when its yr turn to speak..
sumore the presentation is using japanese..
i cant imgaine i can speak onot...try my best ba :)

ntg special bout 2day..
hav a nice day.. :)

Boring Friday

I've ntg to do the whole day..
whole day facing my laptop..
chatting wif my sis in msn..
life seems veli boring too in ipoh..
cz without him..T.T

recently im eating alot n alot..
for sure weight is gaining so much~~
OMG..do i look fat than last time?
pls let me noe if i get fatter...
wish to maintain my weight around 40-42kg liketat..
hoho..the max weight i got is 46kg..
but 6 months ago..my weight was frm 46 to 39kg.
i didnt noe wat happened to me seriously...
get scolded by parents n HIM as well..
but nw..im gaining weight...no more scolding k??
but he hopes i get more fatter cz he doesnt wish to hug a SKELETON =.=''
HAHA...
i stil hv kfc n pizza for my supper later..omg..veli oily foods...

hehe..received calls frm him n he promises me sumthing..
wooohooo~thanks dear ♥
i'll wait for u...

ntg else to write..
stop here :)

Home Sweet Home ♥

~Home sweet home~
longing to go home since the day i reached kampar..
its like heaven staying there..T.T

2day i was doing a super 2pid thg n yet very shame too..
i was wanted to go out to wash my bottle n i realised the next door new guy didnt close his door n he turned around n looked at me...
with his weird look..im sure he feels surprise y im living here..HAHA
after tat..i went bac to my own room..i was standing at my door n peeking him..
SUDDENLY he turned his head bac n noticed tat im peeking him
OMG~~~
i quickly turned around n closed my door...
ARRRRGH...very "fish"

after i came bac frm class..
i saw a sticky note on my door..
tearing down..slowly read the whole passage~~
AH...i guess it rite..
frm the note..he says tat he wishes to be my fren n nvr guess tat im a girl who live beside him..
n he asks for my reply whether i can be his fren onot..
ya sure...i reply him by sticking the note on his door n left..
very funny..

around 4 sumthing..i reached home..
feel so gud.. ♥
at tis moment..i hope to make myself relax..
relax to the max..
next week onwards im bc i guess..
nit to start preparing 4 my assignments n journals..

ntg else bout 2day..stop right here..
enjoying my life in IPOH :)

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 3

Today im feeling better than yest i guess..
cz i've her as my companion..
so i wouldnt feel that lonely..
thanks Jasmine.. :)

As usual..attended classes today..
the most tired classes were at afternoon..
which were frm 2-6pm..non-stop
n i was surprised to see 2126 members attending the same sub wif me..
HAHA~

Received msg frm Kay..
i was invited to attend a surprise birthday party..
i rejected to go cz i noe im juz alone there
can say tat im nt sociallable..
haha..hope the birthday guy wouldnt mind le..
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U DUCKING..

its pretty boring when it comes to night..
cz in the 1st week i've ntg to do..
so MOVIE is my best companion..
otherwise i dun reali noe wat shall i do...T.T
started to miss those times...
TIME..can u past a little bit more faster..
i juz dun wan 2 b alone here...
SIGH...

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 2

As usual,today woke up a little bit early to take my breakfast..
hot milo plus one small cake~quite full though
today's classes were a bit boring cz i've no notes..
i just went to attend the class by listening the lecturer lecturing in front..DAMN bored..
as i noe no notes are uploaded in the wble..
i guess start frm week 2 i wouldnt be so free as nw..sobs..

yest's nite was having a very hard feeling~~
the main reason is HIM :(
i couldnt sleep well..
whole mind thinking of him
i couldn't reach him cz he fell to sleep as he needs to work the other day..
sigh!!!
my fren told me i've changed a alot..
frm talkative to silent..
ya..actuali im sad..no mood whenever i think bout him
tears onli can flow deep inside my heart
when u wil b bac to me??
its unpredictable..

2 more days to go..
i wish to bac home..
dun wana to stay here T.T
pls save me out frm here..
its like heaven without u by my side
hopefully i can stand still til the end of tis sem.
i TRY..
i wil reali TRY...

stop right here..
not having a gud feeling though T.T