Holidaysssss

第八天假期了。虽然都是呆在家里没哪儿去，但是我就是很享受这样的生活。每天就是起床，服侍jackie, 看戏，吃零食，喝咖啡，睡午觉，看戏，宵夜等等。这就是我每天必做的事。很闷对吧？但我很享受。不用读书的日子真的很好过，同意吗？

想起考试的日子，对，我有超多的时间去温习，但这让我变得很懒惰，很不用心的去温习。当考试的时间越来越逼近的时候，我会开始紧张，我会向家人抱怨我不想继续读书，我想踏出社会工作了，因为读书真的很辛苦的，因为这个course我不喜欢，所以我比别人都读得比较辛苦。没有人明白我要的是什么，没关系，我没的选择，我只能一直往前走。跌倒了，只能站起来继续走吧，这个社会里，你跌倒了，没有人会停下脚步扶你一把，只会落井下石，所以你一定要坚强，不能让别人瞧不起你即使你有多不优秀。无论怎样都好，家人和你的另一伴都会给你最好的支持。

Study Week

All utarians are having study week now. All the best to every utarians who r gonna sit for finals soon. Study hard and smart. Looking forward to the semester break. xD

Flea Market 23/11/2011

The very first time i worked with hubby for the flea market which held by Utar. The day before the flea market, i was so excited about it because i had never been to that situation before. Alright, we started shifting stuffs from 8 sumthing in the early morning. Yea, i can totally experience how tired of working..i stood there for hours, i kept yawning and hoping to get bak to my hostel and sleep 99. But i couldnt do so cos hubby couldnt handle alone so i've to be there. I was afraid when hubby was away. not because i am afraid to deal with customers, the main reason is i dunno about the functions or features of the products. when hubby was away, i was totally stunned and speechless when customers asked me bout the products. But slowly, i can get to noe bit by bit.

I am so interested to buy polaroid camera since long. And yesterday in the flea market, i noticed there was a gang of ppl holding polariod camera. At first i thought they are selling it, but i heard them shouted in this way : " hey, come take photo with your loved one." then oni i realised its not for selling. How sad is tat. I intended to ask bout the price but then i was so busy dealing with customers and hubby said its wasted if i get one. BUT I KNOW I WILL GET IT ONE DAY.

Yeapppyyy ^^

Notice my blog title? Obviously i'm so happy today. I'll be off to KL for 2 days with hubby and also his gang of friends. Yeapyy, can i don't control myself and shop til drop? :p Hubby is going to step into working life so soon, and i know chance to go trip with him is getting fewer and fewer! and mayb wil be far distance from him to meet each other. arrrg..i wish to finish my studies soon and fly over to his side. LOL

Visited doctor

Visited doctor yesterday. I felt so nervous because the doctor is an Indian, which means i've to speak English with him. I can't speak well actually. =) Hmm, doctor gave me lots of advice and wanted me to rmb, include :
- no chocolate
-no ice-cream
-no Mcd
-no fried foods
-no Tom yam & laksa
-no chili
- u must have 8 hours of sleep
- drink 8 glasses of water
-eat more fruits and vegetables
- DO NOT pinch your pimples


He told me, majority of the people who are having the skin problem as me, usually take 3 months to recover, but they r some minority of ppl might take beyond that period. I hope im classified into the majority gang. Since my skin is  getting more serious, i don't like to go out to face any frens of mine, perhaps i mind how they look into my face, and ask me why my face turns to be like that. I've no idea. 


From todays onwards, i must stop myself from eating my favourite foods as listed above. It's reali very torture when see my siblings are eating. :(( 

visit dermatologist tomorrow

两个月前，经朋友介绍去看了Greentown 的皮肤医生，
她说，要治好你的脸你需要耐心，不是一天或一星期你就能见到你所要的效果。
一个月后，我的脸还是没有好转，
还越来越严重。
之前呢，pimples只是在额头，但现在呢，both cheeks full of pimples T__T
我开始觉得我无脸见人，
我觉得自子很丑。
我发现我没有了自信，
我害怕别人用奇怪的眼神看着我的脸。
朋友都问我为何我的脸会如此
我只能说我也不明白。
朋友，请别胡乱用facial products,
不然你会和我一样，
后悔莫及！
明天我会去见另一个皮肤医生，
真希望我的脸能彻底回复以前那样。

Dad's Birthday

Tomorrow will be going to celebrate my beloved dad's birthday. Siblings purposely come bek from KL juz to hv an early celebration with dad. He doesn't know about that. We secretly ordered cake and arrange simple celebration for him. 


*happy birthday dad. hereby wishing you to stay healthy alwiz though i'm alwiz a bai ga lui to spend the most in this family yet u didn't grumble anything to me ♥ *

Exam ended

Exam ended last Saturday. And I can say that this semester finals, i did very bad. Yup, every paper i did was terribly bad especially for the mathematics paper. I could jz say that im scared of figures. I dun like figures. I alwiz get bullied by maths paper or even account paper. But what to do? BA course does include all these subs which couldnt run away from accepting them. Even how hard i conquer over them, but i guess "they" alwiz beat me and im alwiz the loser. T.T 


Forget about the that, I shall just enjoy my one month holiday now. But..but..no trip during this semester break, the onli things to be done is squatting at home and "goyang kaki". LOL.


Face condition is getting bad and friends nvr stop asking what happen to my face. I could jz answer them " i dunno". :(  

Smooth Registration

BA students are the last batch to register for subjects, i guess for the 3rd time we're being arranged to register the LAST. But i feel thankful that i could register the subs i planned earlier just within 10 mins. I never expect that i could reli log into the course registration within a short time. Because basically as i blif every utarian has experienced the difficulty of logging in or even can't register for even one sub for at least half an hour. It proves tat utar alwiz has lousy system n yet nvr expect utar wil make improvement.

Study break has started. Stress feeling is getting deeper and deeper as day passes. Wishing all the utarians best of luck and ga yao for their studies.

我就是双子座女生^^

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在 乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：

双子座的人最花心。

可是是真的是这样吗？

双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是 对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。

有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎， 是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向

星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。

双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

当双子的朋友 真的很幸福哦！

因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。

双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们 的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他 绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？

但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？

因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

upset mood

Week 13. The last week i'll b staying in kampar with him for this semester. I could just sigh for the time passes too fast. I'm greedy, i want more time spending with him but actually i know it's impossible. Just accept the truth ba CPY.

Sometimes I do feel admire to one of my fren, her bf has gone to oversea for his studies yet their relationship maintains so well. If for me, i would definitely lost confidence to myself. In other words, i've no confidence at all time. She can be so independent, the main point i admire her so much. Ya, i do alwiz too depend on my hubby to be with me, the reali bad habit that couldnt change.

I alwiz comfort myself it's time to be independent as hubby hopes me to be, try to mix some frens instead of staying alone in hostel.

Almost comes to the END :(

Time flies very very fast, it's almost the end for this semester. It reminds me that hubby is going to leave me, he's going to leave kampar very very soon, which means I've to stay alone in kampar for the reamining two semesters. Whenever I think about this matter, it pulls my mood down. Frankly, we have been staying in kampar for 4 years, yes, I've used to the days he's with me all the time

~ we can meet easily

~we can stick togeta for all day long

~we can hang out togeta whenever we want

~we go for supper for almost every night

~we go for a sweet walk

~we go for travel when we're having semester breaks

~ there are unlimited things to b listed out

YET, it comes to the full stop of his uni life, which means there's a full stop in my life without him too. I'm gonna suffer for the loneliness, sadness etc all by myself. SAD to the max. I just could beg time to pass a little bit slower but its impossible. Time doesnt wait but you have to grab the time to appreciate avthing around you. He's gonna step into working life, which means there's getting lesser and lesser time for me to meet him. Sigh!

Ya, i seldom hang out with frens in kampar. Most of my time spending with him. So, a sudden leave would definitely leave me hard feeling. Seeing him to move his things back to Ipoh is so upset while all my things are still kept unchanged in my hostel. I wana leave kampar as well T.T

友情

也许我们身边真的出现着有好多好多的朋友，

也许你会把她/他们归类不同类型，所谓知心朋友啊，hi-bye 朋友，吃喝玩乐的朋友，

真正能够领听你的心事，了解你，时常帮助你，能够和你分享他/她的所有的一切有几个呢？

老实说在我身边又或者说在我的生活中，

我倒还没遇到一个真正能够让我很诉说心中的事，或什么的，

也许我是一个喜欢把心事埋藏在深处，

一个人默默地伤心，一个人默默地掉眼泪，

强言的把笑容挂在脸上。

不过，我呢，总是喜欢把欢乐带给身边的朋友，

让他们笑翻天，自己已经很高兴了。

一但友情出现烈痕，

就算天天见面也会觉得橄尬，

总觉的对方变得好陌生，甚至有时候害怕自己说错什么导致对方的不满。

不必要特地去讨好他/她们，做回真正的自已是最好的。

Jackie

Woo hoo! Yay! Few more days i'll be taking my Jackie back from the owner. Do u guys feel weird when i first starting to post puppy's photo and most of my frens wil comment about in this way " hey, you're not scared of dog anymore?" Haha. From this, u can slightly get the meaning of it right? Em, before that i was damn damn scare of all kind of animals til i can shout until my lung drops off. They're so scary to me especially their fur. Yup, they're cute just that my psychology thinking is they're very horrible scary. Lol. But..but..many week ago, can't reali rmb which day, my cousin had brought her pet, shih tzu type of puppy. I quickly jumped onto the sofa and screamed as loud asi could. My siblings forced me touch her bit by bit. At first, i stood quite a far distance from her (pet), i used her comb to touch. My heart beated so fast. Then slowly i used my finger, yup onli one finger to touch her. Slowly and slowly, i dared to hug her and put her onto my leg. But still, i wil still shout if she suddenly appears in front of me.

Er, how about jackie? Ya, she's my lovely pet. I witness the process she grows up day by day. It's a kind of happiness to see her from baby dog til now she's so active when we're playing with her. So cute. How do u think of her? Totally in love with her. HAHA :)

Visited Dermatologist

If u're a frequent stalker of my blog, i guess u will rather know what's happening onto my face right? Yes, pimples! Pimples have been following me for at least a year. I changed few products to cure them but none of them did. T.T So, my friend who knows my problem and introduces me to consult dermatologist. From her point of view, my problem doesnt reach the serious stage yet but from my perception, its very serious. She advised me to use her products and it doesnt cost cheap. The fees include consultation and medication, total up RM341. And i still need to meet her after a month to see the effect. If it still doesnt cure, then i would be occupied by medicine for almost 3 months. :(

4th Year Anniversary

20/7/2007

We started our loved relationship =)

TILL

20/7/2011

Yup

It's our anniversary again ^^

The 4th year we're staying 2geta

Our hearts are linked 2geta

Ntg is gonna separate us apart

We'll hold each other to walk thur the life 2geta

Love You, My dearest ♥

I'm Back

Started not to blog often. The main reason is Lazy and nothing special to blog about my current life. Week 3 is a week that i spend most of my time dreaming and wasting precious time doing unnecessary things like sleep, watch drama, spend alot for this week as well and etc etc.

Face condition is getting worst! Wonder wat's wrong with my face. Pimples are growing out non-stop. Yup, is non-stop. The very 1st time i experience this. As i noe, we do care about our face cos face gives important image to other ppl. Ya, i care how ppl look into my face. My image is way

more important than anything. So recently, im so into doing research abt facial thingy. Last year, i switched my facial products to Bio essence. Actually i didnt reaally noe the functions of it, and i onli demand for whitening function ( my face is dry skin, shud b using hydrated item). I used for one year, Gosh! Face condition is getting worst each day. Parents and siblings advised me to stop using or

else my face is hard to cure when it reaches serious manner. I didnt believe them cos "as i noe" my face is suitable for every type of skincare products. One year passed, pimples gettimg very serious and started to grow everywhere. I start worrying. Since the sale girl recommended me to use Clinelle, made from France, yet it doesnt cure. Ya, i noe it takes time but im getting impatient cos i do reali look ugly. Please dun tease me if u meet me :(

Oh ya, currently im trying Hada Labo for hydration purpose. I noe my skin needs moisture. But my fren told me this brand doesnt help to cure pimples T.T. Here's the trial set i bought in guardian. It's from Japan and is trusted brand. I did buy the moisturizer cream as well but its too creamy for me until i look so oily :(. So i guess i'll b using this for some awhile of time and test the effect. If still doesnt work, have to spend large amount of money to buy Kose!

My Birthday is OVER

31/5 --> my birthday. Tq for all the wishes i receive from fb, sms or spoken words "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" frm frens. Thanks alot. I was in totally good mood for the whole day for no reason. There's no grand celebration, there's no grand birthday present i receive yet i just feel happy, putting a smiling face all the long without reason! Aha, birthday makes people happy? Perhaps!

Birthday present i've got this year : a key chain from my mum ♥ a Samsung cemera from my hubby ♥ birthday cakes from my little bro and ebel ♥ delicious meals in Indulgence from my sis's bf ♥ and i know there are some coming soon. ngek ngek. I forced my sister to buy me Hada Labo facial products and she agreed. Woohoo.

Well, new semester has started. Duhh.. Back to reality life. My frens have graduated from utar and now they're seeking for jobs. Why am i stil here? Just can blame i had wasted half year two years ago. Or else i wont b staying in this dead town! herg! This semester is the tough one for me. Double and double efforts nid to b extra given.

All the best to me ba! I know i can do it =). bye

Penang 3days 2 nights trip

Last few days went to Penang with hubby and friends. Guess what, my hubby planned for my birthday celebration. so touched. ♥ The 1st day, after the dinner, i demanded to go for shopping ( alwiz my loved one), but got rejected as hubby planned to celebrate my birthday at other place. I got little angry without knowing anything cos there was some time for me to do some shopping. But since they agreed to hav dessert at..ops..4get the place's name, then forced to go. After reaching there, i felt weird all of a sudden. But didnt care so much and it was my loved place. It was full of snoopy. So damn cute. see below :

2pid hubby suddenly came with cute cakes..some with snoopy cutie image :)
Birthday present from hubby. Its a Samsung camera. ♥ it so much

Group photo of us. Thx for the celebration.

Holidays gonna end soon

2 weeks semester break is gonna end soon. Gonna step into new semester and new life. Feel envy to those who hav graduated and don't nid to step into uni anymore. When does it come to me? I wanna graduate and dun wanna study anymore. Yes, i prefer working rather than studying cos since small i felt like i dun hav any "fate" with books. Frankly to tel i dun like studying but situation not allow me to do so. In this reality society, without any certificate, people tend to look down on u. So at least u hold a degree to ptotect urself being looked down by others. Even how worst ur results is, its betta than ntg rite? Sometimes i do think of giving up studies, but when i think of my future, it wil totally a hectic one! SO just move on, no other choice.

Yesterday results released. And i got the expected results. As i mentioned the previous post, i hate accounting papers, tat's y i get the lowest grade for my account paper.Well, gotta work super hard for account papers. There's one Management Accounting coming soon :(. See how i die for it again!

Semester Break

Well. I'm having 2 weeks for my semester break. It's the shortest break i've since i stepped into uni. I'm quite worrying about my results as i didn't do it well. T.T Frankly to tel, i hate most account papers. Even how hard i learn i couldn't catch up the meaning. Wat's current asset? Wat's current liabilities? See, can u imagine how worst is my understanding towards account papers! I used to memorize wat thingy shud be categorized in Balance sheet or Income statement. Sigh! People used to ask me : " hey, your dad is accountant vert, why your account so bad? "

Normally i wil answer them " i don't inherit any cells from my dad". HAHA. That's the reason i chose Business Administration for my studies. Yet, this course comprises account papers as well. I'm fated to face all these papers in my life. I alwiz tel me friends, how good if utar proposes to students, if u wish to pass one subject without sitting for the finals, but u've to pay Rm3k for it. YES. I'll definitely pay for it. Haha. Same goes to my fren who's very suffering from account papers too. We both have the same feelings. *dreaming* people, please pray hard for my results which wil b realeased very very soon :'(

May! yup, May is my month. Guess what! My birthday is coming soon. Same goes to my sisters. My sisters' birthday are coming soon as well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance to my sisters as well as to me. ♥. Uhm, hubby and his frens plan to go penang during this sem break. WOOHOO. No one can understand how happy am i cos i'm longing to go penang since the last time i visited thr. I guess is about 2yrs ago. But hubby tells me they wouldn't go for shopping, it pulls my mood down. I tel him, wat if u guys go for makan and throw me alone for shopping. At least 6hrs wil do. Hubby doesnt agree and ask me not to go and stay at home betta. T.T What do u think if u can't go for shopping is u're a shopaholic? Damn sad! What wil b my wish for my birthday? Hope avthing goes well for me as well as my friends and family. :)

Currently my house is doing renovation. Argh! Super noisy til i can't even sleep in the morning. I'm forced to wake up early avday. So tired.

Wish mmy friends who have finally graduated from utar. Wish you guys hav a brighter future. :)

Pissed Off!!

I wonder why again and again, when i wish to do sumthing else, it doesn't let me to complete or even want it successfully. Am i bad luck? It might be. Super bad luck. I hate this year so much. So many unhappy thingies keep happening on me. Allow me to scold out the most rudest word FUCK!!

I went to Digi store twice in order to grab my beloved iphone. The 1st time i went there, when i wanted to pay for the phone, the stupid staff told me they didnt accept debit card. Come on, do u think its safe to bring 2k cash in ur bag? but its none of their business, they don't care about consumers. They told me credit card is acceptable. Fine, no choice i had to leave with disappointed feeling. Second time, again, when i wanted to make payment, once again,the 2pid guy told me postpaid sub-line user is not allowed to sign up iphone plan. What do u feel when this continuous thing happens on u when u have great feeling u will get ur ideal phone soon yet the staff told u this? Totally great disappointment. HAIZ.

Come one stupid guy, can u tell me all the requirements all at once? As an expert salesperson, u shud giv us accurate information but not waiting us to ask. Balik kampung makan tahi u. Yes,i curse u. Digi creates so many problems to me. Damn it.

STRESS week is coming

well, i blif every utarian has started preparing for the finals which is juz 3 weeks from now on. Ga yao av1. put more effort in order to get more than what u aim for :) fight for it and we shall enjoy the short semester break after it. uhm, this semester break im not gonna enjoy it as i've to start searching for companies for internship. i'm still struggling where to go? either ipoh or KL . but my dad wants me to go KL as he wants me to learn more things in other city instead of staying in ipoh. He told ipoh is juz for old folks onli. =.=''

woohoo..i'm damn happy for this week cos i'll gonna grab sumthing that i long it for so long. =) HAPPY to the maximum. thanks my dad for the sponsorship, without that amount of money i guess i should have saved my pocket money till next year onli can grab it. WOOHOO.. nobody understands how happy am i =) =) gonna say gudbye for my beloved n96.."she" will enjoy "her" life with other owner soon =)

i realise that sometimes its gud to hav both phones together with u. i mean its betta using two lines,either digi and maxis or other networks. like what i experienced yesterday. my car broke down and my beloved n96 was gonna no more battery ( i've to charge it avday cos something wrong with the battery..after one or two calls, it definitely will show me low battery or automatically switch it off for me). i was so lucky that my fren was being with me. what if i've nobody and my hp is out of battery? im gonna burst into tears like a small kid. HAHA. i'll just blame myself for not bringing two phones out just in case something happens, i can use another hp to call out to seek help rite? yea guys, its betta to hav 2 phones 2geta with u all the time.

stop right here =) i've to start studying right now. recently im addicted to Plant V Zombie games. I play avday like im staying inside the game's world dy. Goodbye av1.

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE VERY BEST ♥

YAY!!

YAY!! Finally i'm free from assignments and mid terms. I left one Pengajian Malaysia's presentation and i shall start doing revision for my final which is jz around the corner. Yeap, this semester onwards, the subjects to b taken are very very much difficult to cope with. Extra effort and attention are needed.

Final Timetable

28/4 --> Pengajian Malaysia

4/5--> Industrial Relations

9/5--> Organisation Development

13/5--> E-Commerce

13/5--> Financial Statement Analysis

OMFG!! first time i experience two subs in one day. Anybody can tell me how to cope with these? both subs are totally hard enuf. Utar is reali bad enuf to arrange this stupid thingy for us. sorry that i've to b rude bcz i reali couldnt accept this fact. what to do? STUDY HARD LAR! no choice vert! :(

Hopefully my beloved n96 can be cured within this month so that i can grab my dream hp as soon as possible. :)

I don't like this kind of lifestyle

Duhh.. so many tasks nid to be completed within these few weeks and sumore mid term will b held in the following weeks as well..i've totally no rest time, its so-called hectic life for every uni students at this period. half of the semester has gone and i noe we're gonna step to the compound of final exam. frankly speaking, this semester is reali a tough one, i do hope i can reli handle all these..not aiming for PASS but higher grade.

i've got the worst attitude recently until i could't accept the sudden change of me. the victim for sure is my hubby to stand all my bad temper. i'm reali sorry and i do hate myself for behaving in such a way. i'm totally a useless and retarded one in the world.

yea, i hope i can start taking milk as i noe im lack of calcium cz recently im suffering for the bone pain especially for the knee and the heel. i don like the taste and smell of milk, so it takes sooooooooooo long time for me to think which milk is suitable for me. my frens introduced some for me but the problem is, i reli cant accept the taste la, will totally vomit out and use hot water to clean my mouth after drinking..LOL..

i don't like ppl to get to noe more abt me frm third party. if wan to noe pls direct face to face to talk to me or pm in fb. don't do much of the guessing of me and i guarantee u'll definitely get the wrong info. thx so much.

will off to continue of my tonnes of assignments. T.T hav a nice day av1.

Happy Mood =)

HAHAHA.. i jz can't stop myself to feel happy all day long. Guess what, i got sponsorship from my dad to buy hp. I'm totally crazily happy of it. Dad is alwiz the best and able to giv avthing the best to all of us. ♥

one day, i told my dad that my hp is out of order and sent for repairing. the conversation started this way:

Me : dad, my hp rosak ady.

Dad : So ? u want to buy new hp ar?

Me : uhm, i hope so. mayb the hp i want to buy is abt RM1000-1500 onli

Dad : What for u want to own such expensive hp? Simply buy those RM200 can ady.

Me : WHAT???? SO OUTDATED!! I DON'T WANT. How to use it in uni and my frens will tease me T.T

Dad : I dun wonder y nowadys ppl want to buy expensive hp. Dong big business izit?

Me : * speechless*

feel sad cz i noe my dad wouldn't allow anyone of us to waste a large amount of money to buy hp. frm his perception, hp is jz an unnecessary thing. so, i do not put any hope that he'll buy new hp for me.

after few weeks later, while i was printing my notes, i heard news frm tv saying abt iphone and ipad. immediately i popped my head out. another conversation started this way :

Dad : u want to buy ipad ar?

Me : No, i want to buy iphone. dad, u pay me rm500 and the rest i pay for myself.

Dad : aiya, i pay u RMxxxx and u go n buy yourself.

Me : really?

wow, i was so touched when my dad handed me a cheque. Thanks dad. I love u so much. i told my sister, indeed i jz want to show off to her that dad sponsors me to buy hp. haha.. so lucky to b the youngest daughter at home. parents giv the very best things to the youngest children. i noe my sisters do envy me alot. lolz

this coming wednesday u wil hav a minor operation. i'll pray hard avthing goes very well for u. i hope to bec home and accompany u to pass the hard time with u, but mum doesnt allow me to go bec. T.T dad, ntg will go wrong ya. :)

Happy Valentine's Day

14/2 every year for this special day, every couple will grab this chance to celebrate this special day with their loved ones. well, yesterday i had a simple yet sweet and nice dinner with my loved one as well. hubby kept making me to feel happy. can't deny that the moment im with him, u can definitely see me hav a happy face. HAHA.

2day is a public holiday but tonnes of work nid to be done! i must fill my holiday with works, i don wish to waste any single time to do unnecessary things. :)

do u guys realise that nowadays av1 is using touch screen hp? yer, i noe i'm outdated tat i do not own a touch screen phone. well, since my beloved n96 is dead, its time for me to think wat hp shud i buy. HTC Desire or perhaps iphone 4 ? i prefer hp which has large screen.

Things that i wanted to buy in my pending list:

1) hp

2) bag

3)watch

hopefully i'll grab all these asap!

ok, stop right here. Wish av1 does hav a good day :)

HOLIDAYS GONE

CNY break is ended and i've stepped bec to my study life again. Sigh, the happy moments alwiz pass so fast. Frankly to say, my study mood is not ON yet from week 1 till now. I demand more holidays and i noe its impossible to happen. My parents do not like us to skip classes. so, i forced to attend classes this week, or else i'll just stay at home and enjoy to the max.

Looking bec the previous weeks, which is week 1, all things i did were not smoothly. Bad luck tends to folo me all day long, even just a tiny matter i couldn't make it done nicely. I was totally sad and disappointed. I grumbled to my hubby, to my frens and even my parents, y am i the victim to suffer all these.

Week 2, celebrated hubby's birthday. Photos will b uploaded soon. I guess my expectation is too high, the surprise dinner was not tat well- arranged by me. still, i grumbled myself for not making things nice again. :(

Week 3, is the most happiest moments cuz all my siblings come bec and i love the moments together with them. relatives paid us visit and this year i've got so much ang pau. woo hoo.

Week 4, holidays ended. Step bec to study life as i noe many of us are not willing to come bec to the dead place. We want more cny break. Sigh. PY, accept the fact pls. Mid terms, assignments,quiz are coming. But my heart and mood is still in off mood la. How to battle against them? :(

Non stop!!

See the title? A BIG sigh for myself. I wonder why bad luck keeps following me? why? this year i've the worst year. avthing goes super bad to me. things couldn't be settled smoothly. 1st is my studies matter but finally settled. 2nd is i got caught to park at a legal parking lot and got a saman, but settled. 3rd i face difficulty in changing my tutorial class, this one is stil pending to be solved and the 4th one, which is my beloved nokia n96 is dead. i couldn't switch it on now. WHY? y bad things tend to happne on me? i blif sooner or later i'll juz fall down n nvr want to face or accept unpredictable things anymore. Stop it right now kay??

Well, today ( 20/1/11) is my 42th month anniversary for me n my hubby ♥. But we didnt celebrate this special day. As normal we went for breakfast 2geta, took our lunch 2geta and even dinner. I stick with him whole day and i'm so much in love with the moments i spend 2geta with him though he was busy revising foe his studies while i was busy pps-ing. LOL.

ntg much and i do reali hope no more bad things happen to me again. thx for my hubby for comforting me and things wil b fine very very soon. PERHAPS. i just open my eyes wide to see wat happen next. :(

Super bad luck!!

I've got a bad year ahead in 2011. All bad things tend to happen all at once to me. I gonna fall down n never wan to get up anymore. Things in studies hav not settled, face difficulties whether i can register for my fyp n just got a saman today. okay, i noe i'm damn bad luck for this while. It's so annoying to me. Sigh!! Get it off frm me now! I just wan things go smoothly to me.

Sometimes human is selfish. He/ She may think of his/her own benefits first and never think abt ppl who's down in problem. It could be understood and i noe av1 of us wil do this as well. We shouldn't blame others, just think tat u're bad luck and being abandoned by others. okay, well. Since nothing can be changed, i guess it gonna stop right now.

Problems pull my mood down. Sorry if im rude to u.

Bec from trip!

I'm bec from my 4 days 3 nights trip. Okay, i'm not so satisfied as i didn't manage to buy things as i expected. The shopping mall we had gone included Mid Valley, The Curve, One Utama and Sunway Pyramid. So tiring as we walked frm morning til night. I was a bit disappointed cuz i couldn't find nice dresses or clothes or even pants that suit me. I tried on a formal skirt but due to my skinny body, the XS size wouldn't suit me too. Damn sad and in that moment i had a strong gust of feeling to grab it no matter it can't fit me and told myself i'll get fat soon. But after a few seconds of wise thought, i gave up. Overall, during this trip, the amount of money spent is around RM600.

* the pic we captured when we reached the hostel*

* Happy Mood*

Yeah. I'll "disappear" frm fb n msn for 4 days cuz i'll b going to KL tmr. And the most happiest is i'm going with my beloved hubby. Finally this day comes to me n i'm gonna enjoy it to the maximum. Hopefully both of us will hav a safe journey and enjoyable days there.

Enjoyable life!

Notice the title i've mentioned? Yes, i'm stil having my sem break but the last 2 weeks i didnt manage to go on any trip, just did some window shopping with hubby and family. That's my holidays. Oh ya, squatting at home most occupy my holidays. Seriously, ipoh has no nice places to wander at all :( .

*ta daa* this is my tea time. My favourite tom yam maggie mee frm thailand one. Can hav a try yea!

2geta with my favourite old town white coffee. *slurps*

*thumbs up*

I'm having a kind of enjoyable lifestyle. Hope holidays do not end early. I don't wish to step bec to uni life n start my hectic life.

Stop right here. Hav a nice day av1. :)

New Year 2011

*claps* It's a brand new year. Hereby wish av1 does hav a healthy n happy life. Forget the pass and look forward to the future. Cherish the things we hav n treat ourfrens n family members with a true-hearted. Well, I went to a cafe (forget wat's the name of the cafe) countdown with my bunch of frens. But so sad, once i reached there, suppose to be while i was on the way heading to the cafe, i had serious flu. Sneezing non-stop n i felt cold sweat dripping down. How come i would hav sudden serious flu? Totally no idea abt it. Here is the pic taken with my hubby ♥ tadaa **

H ♥A ♥P ♥P ♥Y ♥ NEW YEAR Everyone :)