END

It comes to an end. It's the end of Sept. Time flies. Time does pass very fast. Hubby 4 months training life is going to end soon. Nope. Tomoro is his last day of working. Yes. I feel great that he gains experience frm his working. I guess after he graduates, he wil be able to find a betta job. He has two weeks to enjoy for his holidays with me. Woo Hoo. Finally it does come to me. I'm longing this for so long.

2day is my 2nd day of my holidays. It's stil the same. I just stay at home and face my lappie all day long.. What shud i do? I reali couldn't list it out, not even one. Sigh! But i don't wish to step bak to uni life 1st, wish to hav more longer holidays, I wan to relax myself after the hectic and stress exams. But at the same time, i'm worrying my reuslts that would reali "hurt" me. I'm worrying that i couldn't accept the truth. Yes, i'm not doing it very well. I regret. Nothing can change the fact. Pray hard for myself.

First Impression

What do u feel once u meet me for the 1st time? Cool? Nice? Sociallable? Sweet? Haha. Majority of my frens tell me that the 1st impression on their mind is I'm very cool. They think that I'm those kind of ppl that don't like to mix wif others and like to be alone. How come? Do I reali look like that? Actually not. I love making new frens. I'm easily mixed up wif ppl. But, the main point is here, I'm quite shy to take the 1st step to make new frens. I don't dare to start up a conversation wif ppl that i don't reali noe. Yes, tat's me. I'm timid, i'm shy. Perhaps u guys can say that i'm afraid of being rejected by ppl. It's so "fish" rite? HAHA.

Just got to noe, one of my college fren told me that when the 1st day he saw me in college, tat time i had red coloured-hair. He thought that i'm "la la mui". Argh! How bad is it when he told me this few days ago. No. I'm not actuali. See what, when u step outside, majority of the ppl has blonde or brown coloured-hair. For me, it's not nice. I onli like red, purple or those sharp coloured-hair. Different ppl has defferent taste. So pls dun criticize me ya. But i did colour my hair in brown or blonde b4 for sure. Nothing special. And, when I was in NS, that time if I'm nt mistaken, I highlighted my hair into red colour again. Again, ppl tend to cal me "红头妹''. Argh! Acuali I dislike ppl to call me in this way. Cuz of this, I was quite famous when I was in NS. Haha. I received many "love letter" frm different kinds of guys. I just felt weird and shocked why they didnt pass the letter to me face to face and instead of asking the 3rd party to pass to me. Weird rite? Somehow I miss my NS life now. How are you all my NS frens?

Recently i'm planning to dye my hair again. Hubby is seriously opposing this once I told him this. He dislikes me to hav coloured-hair. But, hehe, he can't stop me frm doing this cuz i don't reali like dark coloured-hair. HAHA. Do forgive me. :)

Bak to the topic, don't hesitate to mix up with me. I'm not hard to communicate with. I can chat whatever topics wif you once u start the conversation. Sign of Gemini ----> Love talking loads. :)

Well, i'm stil very enjoying my holidays though he's nt be wif me. But I blif once he is bak to me, my life wil b more colourful. I just hav to wait. Woo Hoo~~~ I will be going to watch lots of movies with him, I wish to shop til broke. Haha. Lots of activities wish to do them with him. ♥

Exam Finished and Holidays Start

Finally. Finally my finals ended by 2day. It lasted for 3 weeks. Means that it does torture me within these 3 weeks. Overall, for all the papers that I had done, I seriously feel that I was not doing it very very well, especially for the BPM. The paper did make me stun when I flipped over the exam paper. Til now I'm stil worrying abt it. For 2day's paper, I guess I might not do it well too cuz as I mentioned b4, I do hav poor time management. I seriously do not hav enuf time to complete just for 3 questions. If I'm given 4 hours, I think i should be done it very well. HAHA. Well, since all is over. I shall just put avthing down and start enjoying my holidays to the max. I'm longing for this day to come. It comes finally. Feel happy and relieved once I handed up my booklet to the examiner. *Grin*

What shall I do during my holidays? I guess PPS is my best companion. Ha. Hubby is going to come bak to me very soon. His internship finishes very very soon. I can meet him very very soon. Finally we can stay bak as last time. Woo Hoo~ Double and Double happiness.

Recalling bak the 1st week without hubby, it was reali torturing me. I was not used to it the days without him. But slowly, I noe I hav to get used of it as my fren tells me, a couple doesnt nid to meet avday. Becuz a couple meets avday, for sure he/she wouldnt miss you.

At this moment, I'm enjoying myself very much with no worries, no pressure, no more sleepless night, no more to hav coffee to be my companion. But one thing, my bestest fren comes to stick wif me again ---> ULCER. I hav 3 ulcers which definitely cause me so much suffer. I hate YOU.

Gotta stop here. Will update more soon :) Hav a nice day av1.

1st paper

Yest had my 1st paper ---> Human Resource Management. I know that I'm not doing it very well. Same problem, I didn't manage my time well. At the end, I was quite rush to finish my last question with a simply-written answer. I don't wonder why since diploma till now, I do hav poor time management. Feel so helpless whenever i know that time is gonna end soon yet I stil hav questions to be answered. In that moment, definitely feel so much pressure, heart pumping non-stop, etc. Haha. Well, it was over. Don't think abt that anymore or else it makes u to feel down mood. Just let it be. =)

The next paper I will be having is Japanese paper which is the most terrify paper for me. Hopefully i can reali battle and conquer over it. YES! I can. I sure can. Another terrify paper is Operations Management which consists of calculation part. Damn. I'm afraid of calculation, I'm afraid of figures. I'm damn scared now. What to do? I still hav to work very very hard on it. Jia you to myself as well as to my frens.

To hubby ♥ I feel happy once i got to meet you last few days. It's more than enuf than avthing I want. Thnaks for being with me. I reali feel so sorry that the way i talked to you. I was too emotional but u nvr get angry of me yet make me to feel happy. SORRY! What I promised myself seems couldn't reach it. But trying my best is most important. Trustworthy, tolerate, love, care, respect are very much needed among all the couple. Yr partner understands yr feelings, he/she knows what u're thinking. Do not try to hide sumthing behind him/her. She/He is yr love one, he/she will be alwiz there to listen all of yr problems and happy things. Live more happily is the most important issue that yr partner wants. =)

Friends are important too as I mentioned last few posts. Friends are alwiz helping you along when u're down in problems. When u're sad, they lend out their shoulder for u to lie on, get full ready to listen all yr problems. For those who hav bf/gf, please do not forget abt yr frens. They are important as well. Do not alwiz think that yr frens are the lightbulb when u're wif yr gf/bf. This kind of thinking way is bad and soon yr frens wouldn't like to mix up with you.

Stop right here. Gonna stick wif my lovely Japanese books. Best of luck av1. =)

Exam

Exam will officially start tomoro. Somehow I'm feeling tension now and afraid that i can't do it very well. Well, as the saying goes, 99% depends on yr hardwork, onli 1% depends on yr luck. Hopefully i own the 1% luck and by my side alwiz. I will ensure that i do my very best tomoro.

So fast it comes to sunday, means that holidays are gone. Sisters are bak to kl. Hubby has to leave me again. The feeling of leaving is definitely very sad though i noe that i wil gonna meet him very very soon. I guess frm now onwards i hav to put more effort for my revision rather than keep thinking of other stuffs. Be happy alwiz is most important.

Haha. Finally I noe how to use Google Chrome. It's more than betta to use Mozila Firefox now. I luv google chrome so much now. But there's some things for me to learn in advance in order to noe more abt it. I'm stil the new user, not reali noe how to use yet i say i fall in luv into it. Nonsense rite?? Haha :P

Wishing av1 who will be going to sit for finals tomoro. Best of luck ya. ♥

S.T.R.E.S.S.

Exam is cuming nearer and nearer. It just left for few days onli. For sure everyone of us who is going to sit for finals soon wil feel the pressure and stress. Sleepless nights, insomnia, taking coffee more than water, and etc. These are the effect of finals. Duhh. Hopefully to end it asap and I cant wait for my holidays.

Wee^^ Sisters all cuming bak to ipoh. Nice gathering 2gether.

Just take some time to update my blog. Gonna sleep soon. Gud luck av1 and best of luck ♥

Dentist

Today went to meet dentist as I had tooth problem. Yes, the most terrible things in my life is to meet dentist. Heart nvr stop pumping once I noe i hav to meet him in order to hav my tooth "maintenance". HAHA. Once the nurse called my name and that moment i was so not willing to step inside the room and the room looks so terribly horrible. No one will und how much fear I was suffering at that moment. Actually I didnt feel any pain yet i hold my handbag so tight and both of my legs were shivering. My mum teased me. So shame! =.='' Overall, it onli took me awhile to fix it. Thanks. My tooth is safe now. (=

Love and friendship? Which one is more important to u? Love? Friendship? Actually, both must be weighted in the same balance way. Yes, lover loves you and cares abt you. But friends do that to you if u truly meet a nice friend around you. Do not find friends just indeed u nid them. After getting help frm them and just throw yr friends away. This kind of attitude is not likely accepted and sooner or later friends around u will start leaving you. At the end, u will be all alone to face the world. So, friends are important and leave a little place to let them stay inside yr life. Appreciate them alwiz.

Poor Utar System!!

Woke up early in the morning juz to register for the subs for next semester. I managed to register mine one but used up 3 hours. I failed to help my frens to register as the classes are full. I dont wonder why, since ppl are complaining Utar has poor system and why not Utar upgrades its systems so as to provide the best service to the students? As we're paying so much but we're not fully utilized it. I noticed many ppl r releasing their angers on FB, keep scolding and damaging Utar's reputation. Yes, I und their feelings cuz i'm one of the victim too. Since when Utar has changed this system and wanted us to register the subs for ourselves. Why not it settles avthing for us? Somehow I feel that Ktar is very much betta than Utar. Sighsssssssssssssssssss. Totally feel disappointed upon you.

Didnt sleep well last night as I was quite nervous for the registration. I could estimate this incident will happen on me. Timetable clashed. Nid to rearrange all of my timetable again. Feel so tension abt all these. STOP! I nid a break rather than keep refreshing the page and waiting it to load. It makes me to feel tired of waiting. Stop avthing and wil take a rest soon. Poor Utar.

No Motivation

Argh. I hav no motivation to study at all. Finals is cuming nearer and nearer to me. I know i hav to fight wif it wif my max effort yet I feel that i hav thousands of lazy worms deep inside my body. Yes, "they" successfully conquer over me. Oh No! I shouldnt be liketat. Hubby keeps urging me to study bt nt watching drama now. Yup, I'm worrying. But how to stay focus? Any idea ppl? I need motivation desperately. But no one can help you except me myself. YES! I'm sure I can do it

Finally I hav made my decision to take MAICSA papers after my degree course. It helps me alot in my future wif tis certificate. Yes, I hav to study more harder in order to pass that professional papers. I do not hope to disappoint myself as well as my parents. All the best to myself.

Nothing is impossible to be settled. It depends what ways u do it. How much effort u put, at the end u wil gain wat u wan. Trust urself. Confidence is very much needed.

Recently, same thing, I'm getting thinner again til i hav 22 inches waist onli. OMG! Its the 1st time i hav in my life. Mum and sisters keep saying that I look more skinny than last time. Haha. Actually I do not realise that I'm getting thinner and thinner. Hubby feels disappointed and gives up in scolding me to gain fats. Sorry, I will try very very hard to be normal weight okay? I promise you.

September

1st day of September. A new month means a new beginning for av1. Everything looks gud if u feel gud. (=
Well, nothing special abt 2day as I just stay at home to do my revision. 2 more weeks I will b sitting for my finals. I feel damn nervous now and I'm afraid i cant do it well cuz til now I'm in low progression. Seriously need high motivation.