Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 1

I reached kampar around 12pm..
actuali i was late as my frens had planned for my birthday party..
i feel so much sorry to them..
they planned very well for it but then i was late for it
so it was CANCELLED

after that..i headed to class
my 1st class..just sat there n marked attendance then can leave the class
since the class ended early so they decided to go celebrating my birthday at Vegas
received birthday card frm them
♥
they bought me little chocolate cake ♥
very nice =)
once again..THANKS

after that..2nd class..JAPANESE class
we were late to class..
missed the prior 20mins part
i realised that japanese launguage is nt an easy sub to study
well~
just be hardworking..DONT BE LAZY
the following lecture class was Cancelled again..
so v planned to go A box..
SING K
im a bit shy..so i just sat there n listened my frens to sing..
they were so HIGH...
HAHAHA

6pm..
got to go to fetch my housemate as i promised to fetch her bac
it was raining quite heavily..
i shouldnt be so bad to let her take bus rite??
hmm~~

when reached home..got a gust a sad feeling
bcz he's nt here
i miss him very much
very lonely in the room..
T.T

later wil b going to hv supper wif 2126 members..
wonder wat they wil giv me??
surprise??
haha..duno..


stop rite here..
gotta prepare myself to go out again..

He's Gone

He leaves me once again
Heading to KL
T.T
so sad..
i do nt noe when can i meet u again
perhaps 2 weeks?
3 weeks?
or even one month??
i dont noe

I'll b all alone in kampar..
yea..
i've frens..bt they couldnt accompany me all the time
mayb im afraid of lonely
i've u all the time...
but now u're nt wif me anymore
T.T sobs
just hope the time to pass a little more faster
cant wait to meet u again

well~
hopefully avthing goes well to u
n of cz..
take care yrself there..
BYE
see u in the coming week
but dont noe when
:(

I'm Back

~Woohoo~ im back
seems like i've never updated my blog long time ago :)

well...time passes reali fast..
im gonna bac to Uni life..
omg..i do hope i 've more holidays pls...
sigh T.T
lonely sem is coming nearer n nearer to me...
NOOOOoooo

just got my results...damn bad..
promise myself next sem i muz b more hardworking..
dont b lazy to class..
dont day dreaming in the class..
dont b talkative in the class..
~HAHA...
hopefully i can do it yea..:)

few days ago just did my manicure..
it looks very nice..
and it's FOC..Wee^^
nice??hehe...
he says its nice...woohoo

he promises me to go jj wif me 2nite..
wil b having a nice outing wif him 2nite..
WEEEeeee ♥
miss u so much as i've been a week nvr meet u..
i've got lots of things wana tel u once i meet u 2nite..
muacks..

stop right here..
gonna update more yea :)

~KL~

Currently im in kl for the 3rd day
♥Yesterday was a gud day for me bcz finally i can get to go shopping wif him ♥
Yesterday (23/5),i went to One Utama wif my siblings...
we went to take our lunch at Shogun Japanese Buffet...
Aiks...the foods not nice,drinks nt nice..avthing not nice
~so...no 2nd time.. :)
after i had finished my lunch,he came to meet me..
woohoo...but v onli managed to shop for 2-3 hours as my siblings wana bac home early...so sad T.T
spent so much til i broke now...

well...his intership starts today..
hopefully avthing goes very very well to him
the nightmare has finally come to me...
i stil couldnt imagine the life when im in kampar
last time when u were there,i used to receive yr cal or u wil cum to my hostel after my class..
v took lunch/dinner 2geta avday,u came my hostel avday... :(
but now..i wil b all alone...i guess after yr working time i onli could receive yr calls...
so bad :(:(
i reali hope i've more holidays..
i dun wana bac to kampar...sobs T.T

well,i stil nit to accept the truth that he is nt by my side just for this sem...
ya..its onli one sem..
it wil pass very very soon...i tel myself...just to console myself

stop right here... :(

~Get Cheated~

Today went JPJ with him to settle something..
After that,we decided to go Burger King..
ordered a Chicken Royale...it doesnt taste very nice :)

B4 we left,we went to try the Tutti Frutti :)
its just like an ice cream adding some others chocolate or whatever onto it..
there are so many flavours for us to choose...
the staff told us its self-service...
i felt so weird when she told me this..
i asked him to pick the biggest cup (stil never think of the price later)
then i chose a mango flavour..he chose chocolate flavour (the machine is very nice to play indeed)...
after adding some chocolate chips,sweets n others...
the staff asked me to place the cup onto the weighted-machine..
i was so shocked when see the price............GOSH
guess it costs how much..??WT.....
RM24.40
its just a small cup of ice cream but then so expensive~~
at first i thought it would onli cost something like rm8-9
sigh~~today rm50 gone T.T

here's the pic i took after buying the Tutti Frutti
See,its our decoration...so bad rite??

♥ Another happy outings with him today
~woohooo~
left one more day for me to stick with him
after that cant meet that often...SO BAD!!!

Saturday wil be going to KL..
just received a bad news from sister..
she told me that the Tenji Japanese Buffet has fully booked~~~
arrrgh...
it makes me feel like dont want to go adi...:(
~What to do~~~~~

stop right here :P

Countdown 2 days

counting down 2 days later..
i'll be going to kl ♥
BUT T.T
it means that he's gonna leave me as his intership starts very soon
we couldnt meet very often..
it's very sad to me n of cos him too..
with the advanced of the digi service...
i just activated my 3G..
hopefully it does work very well whenever i need it :)

~Hope Everything Goes Very Well To him ♥
:( :( :(
T.T T.T

♥ hAppY BirThdaY to mYseLF

~woohoo~
today had a simple outing wif u ♥
celebrated my birthday as well though a little bit early~

firstly,we went to watch movie~~
the title of the movie is " A Nightmare On Elm Street"
its damn terribly horible scary...
i kept using my hand to cover my eyes
he kept telling me "har,now regret anot?u're the one who choose tis movie...."
LOL~~well...its a nice movie though

after movie,v went to hv our lunch~~
it was hard to decide wat to eat..
finally..we went to Black Canyon~~
i ordered my favourite chicken tom yam plus Mocha Glarier ♥

met his fren n they chatted awhile b4 v went to secret recipe~
ordered a slice of chocolate banana~
its my favourite cake~
im glad tat he's stil rmb wat's my favourite cake~

well~~he bought one short pant..
i chose a short pant n a shirt for myself too~~whee ♥

around 6pm...v went bac home..
i feel satisfy n happy with today's outing though it was not a luxurious celebration~~
thanks for being wif me ♥
thanks for the birthday wish ♥
its the 3rd time u celebrate birthday wif me..
i treasure it loads..

Last but not least~~~
THANK YOU MY BELOVED DEAR ♥

~EnVy~

just viewed my fren's pic which she took in kl..
a whole gang of them went to kl for 2 days i guess...
they're my bf♥'s housemates..
i feel so much envy that they can travel 2geta...
had fun 2geta..
but onli me...the left out couple that couldnt join them...
its very very happy once the moment im with them..
i miss out the chance...
but i real dunno that they hv a trip on that day..

a gust of feeling came to me..
i felt angry plus moody..
i thought..why am i so unlucky to be liketat..
all negative thoughts came into my mind..
til i received ur called..
i was not using a good tone of voice to talk to u..
i was just like blaming u for not going trip wif me..
what a childish thinking i've got..
i should consider of ur situation..
u're not able to go...
i noe i hv to be considerate..
sorry my dear ♥
luckily u tried to tolerate wif me..
or else arguement arises again..

well..as my fren told me..
there wil b chances awaiting us..be patient to wait for the holidays..
nothing i can do...i just can wait for the coming holidays..

lets forget the sad case..
♥ tmr he's going to celebrate birthday wif me..
woohoo~~~~~~~
hopefully it would be a happy outings wif u..

~should stop right now~
gud nite everyone ♥

T.T

♥ Received yr call just now
i didn't feel gud
just bcz of yr words
tears flow down inside my heart
i dont mind if u nvr giv me anything in my birthday
it's okay...tats not important
so long i can celebrate wif u ..tats reali enuf..
please..no more saying like tat okay??

u told me u wil feel sorry... :(
but im feeling sorry tat u wil say tat to me..
well~
it would b a happy outings wif u in the coming days


I should have thanked you for giving the best of everything 2 me
sleep tight tonite...avthing wil b fine..
muacks ♥

~Sleepless night~

I've been having insomnia for few nights..
i find no reason y i couldnt get in2 sleep...
juz now i was wanted to sleep,i turned off my laptop n ready to sleep..
BUT NOW...
im blogging..
its 2.52am
A SLEEPLESS NIGHT AGAIN..:(

seriously..what happen to me??
over happy?
over worried??
i reali duno..
my eyes are tired n yet my mind is very energetic..
anything tat can lead me to sleep??

well,later by 5.30am i hv to wake him ♥ up to continue his studies..
feel pity for him tat he has to wake up tat early...
but its his last paper...muz fight for it to the max k??
all the best to u~~~♥

=)

FRIDAY!!!!!FIRDAY!!!!!
which means another one more day 2 go...
♥ He's officially free ♥
im wondering how to pass my days with him when he's in ipoh =p
i must treasure the time wif him..or else...sobs..
the chance of meeting each other is getting lesser and lesser T.T

ANY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH ME THIS YEAR??
erm...stil duno..
mayb it's just a simple outings wif him..
no surprise...no present..
its not important...
the most important is i can pass this special day wif u..
TAT"S ENUF FOR ME =)

well,next week i plan to go kl for few days..
i think at least 6 days :)
hm..i gonna shop til broke..
eat til broke..
i gonna grab lots of stuffs b4 im cuming bac to ipoh

WoooHooo~
♥♥♥♥♥

tats all for 2day..wil update more soon :)

Wednesday

It's wednesday...n yet i find nothing i can do to let go my time
the onli thing i can do is to face my laptop from noon to nite~~
bad...sem break is boring but...
IM RELEASED FROM STUDIES ♥

I wish to change my blog's background or template so that it looks more nice..
but i couldnt make it..
mayb im obtused in these computer skills..
waiting someone 2 do it for me...wheee~~~

Counting down 3 more days..
♥ He ♥ wil b cuming bac
i cant wait for my outings wif him..woo hooo
where should we go??
what are u gonna do??
herm...still wondering..

We have onli one week 2 stick 2geta b4 he leaves ipoh for his industrail training T.T
sad....sad...:(
i couldnt imagine the life when im in kampar~~
mayb i'll be all alone??
mix wif new frens??
i reali dunno...
i even try to make my timetable of next semester as full as i can..
so that i dun hv spare time to think about him~~too bad
i believe time flies very fast..it wil end very very soon..HOPELLY
♥ this is the pic i like the most ♥


♥♥♥♥♥♥

New Laptop

i've got my new laptop ~~~~~wheeee
special thanks to my beloved DAD
its ACER brand..n my previous old laptop oso ACER brand as well
My new laptop..love it so much

Perhaps,the old one i used to download lots of drama til it gets flooded of viruses..
ni i've been using for almost 3 years..broke up 3 times..
i install it into window 7 which my laptop is not capable to do it...
n yet..i didnt care...it ends up like.. :(
whithin 10 minutes..it can hang at least 3-4 times
sometimes wil reali get fed up with this..
so i requested my dad to buy a new one..
after comparing other brands..FINALLY..
i chose ACER...
i wil take very well care of my new laptop..hopefully
and i wil let my dear to install some software into it..
he's expert in managing all my laptop's problem..
so no worries anymore..ngek ngek ngek :P

This year..i've got a new car,a new laptop..
i do wish i can hv a new hp ---->Sony Satio
but last year i was just bought a new hp n96
so i wouldnt have much money to buy my targeted hp..
well...i plan 2 save money to buy it..
mayb u guys wil feel that im a kind of ppl tat love to waste money..
YES!!! im...
i like to follow trend as every Gemini does..
its a sign of GEMINI
i luv buying new hp,new clothes,new shoes,new bags,all kinds of assessories..
hehe...

should stop right here~~
update more when im free

New Comer :)

GREAT~~finally i created a blog 4 myself which i can write whatever i like here..
it takes so much time 4 me to noe how 2 make it bcz sum1 doesnt wan 2 teach me..im not keen in designing..so pls dun criticise me ya =p

well~~well~~well~~
currently im having my sem break..woo hoo..FINALLY
i do hope i shall enjoy it 2 the max.. :P
he's stil having final til tis cuming saturday n for sure im waiting for his returns
wil he giv me surprise for my birthday? I DONT THINK SO~haha..sorry dear
im demanding a necklace from my mum for my 21st birthday present..
but...hopeless...T.T
well...i do get alot tis year..
1st..my dad buys me a new car
2nd..my dad is going to buy me a new laptop
mayb its for my birthday prsent i guess..i console myself :)