GONE

Aiks. Time passes so fast. Sisters just left Ipoh. When can I get to meet them again? Sigh. My Beijing trip has cancelled cuz it falls on end of Oct, and it's the 1st week of my new semester, so i couldnt join them. But i didnt feel sad once i noe that i couldnt go cuz the place i long to go is Hong Kong. Perhaps next year i will be going?? Hopefully. (= Seems that avthing is gone. Gone!

To my dearest Hubby: I know u're in down mood recently. And what can I do i just to by yr side and listen to all yr grumbles. I couldnt help. I'm helpless. Somehow I feel that im useless. But whenever i face problems, u're the problem solver of mine. ♥ I know too many problems are rushing towards you n you hav limited time and financial to help solving these continuous problems. But, I believe, nothing couldnt be solved. I'm sure you can do it. I'm here to giv my fully support to u. Hubby, u're the most important in my life but not av1. If im asked what is yr rank in my heart and I can definitely tel u that u're No. 1. No reasons to explain.

Hopefully things can be settled ASAP and you wil live more happily than ever. Take care over there.

Poor Utar

What happen to my utar portal? I cant even print out my exam slip. I call for the FBF and asked abt it. The staff told me wil giv me a cal bak after that. But til now i even nvr receive any cal frm them. This can prove that they hav poor service. No wonder b4 i start stepping into utar, I heard lots of ppl complaining abt utar. Now, i can reali und their feelings as im one of the victims. Sigh. Sad and disappointed towards UTAR. Cant they just improve a bit in everything??

Just now had a nice high tea session wif my sis. Secret recipe ♥ . Ordered my favourite Chocolate Banana and Ice Blended Mocha Expresso. NICE. Fully satisfied.

I noe im getting skinny and and skinny nowadays til i get scolded by parents again. Actually i noe wats the reason. I started to dislike eating meat foods which included chicken,pork etc. I onli luv tom yam, laksa and other snacks. Mayb im eating unhealthy these few weeks thats why my weight keeps dropping like a slope. As i noe my current weight is 42.7kg. Too light?? Haha. I guess its fit to my body size la. Hehe.

Shoulder is HURT

My siblings and I went to Lost World on Sat. Out of the blue moon we decided to go thr. Rmb vividly, on that day, the sun was shinning too mercilessly on us and we spent almost 5 hours there. My skin is totally burnt. the heat burns my skin. My both sides shoulder are hurt and til injured oredi. Its so damn pain. No more playing under the hot sun and say NO to Lost World cuz there hav few games to play. No fun at all. For me, i prefer Sunway Lagoon. Hubby asks me whether i wan to go with him. Haha. I shall consider that after my finals. Wee^^

These few days I do not hav mood to study. I'm juz busy fooling around wif my sisters. Guess what. We do hav lots of activities to enjoy. Haha. Hubby is not happy due to sum matter happes on him. How i wish i could help him along but. Sigh! I know i couldnt help except staying by his side and listen to his problems. He never knows that i feel heartache whenever he tells me abt his problems yet i couldnt help him along. I feel im useless. T.T

Well, hopefully avthing goes well to him and my skin gets well soon. (=

Undescribable Feelings

Wat feelings am i having now? I myself do not noe very well. Mixed feelings perhaps. Happy+sad+moody= ??? Couldnt hav the right answer rite? Yes,its the feeling im having now. Tomoro hubby's family will be going to KL to meet him. How i wish i could join them and hav fun. And for sure most importantly i can meet HIM. Sigh! Notes onli can be my companion these few weeks. I dun wan. T.T Seriously im having hard feeling. I couldnt explain why i wil hav this. Sum1 knows that? Can tell me? Its so suffering. =(

I told Hubby. I guess he knows my feelings. Onli he wil be able to understand me very well. Every single action or word is done or spoken by me,ke knows. Haha. Hopefully i can meet you very very soon. Hope that tomoro u wil b enjoying the moments wif yr lovely family. =)

Bellyache!!!

Arrrrg. In the early morning i had a bad pain. Its bellyache. It makes me couldnt sleep well and stays awake most of the time. Finally i couldnt bear of the pain and wake up. Went to toilet twice and now im feeling betta. Seriously, i reali cant bear the pain of bellyache. It reali makes me very very suffer and sure cold sweats wil start dropping down. I guess i had eaten wrongly yest night.

It's friday. I tot today is a public holiday as my dad is not going for work. But my sis does go for work too. Wee^^ my third sis and her bf are on their way cuming bak. Woohoo^^ Im afraid i do not hav the mood to study. How?? My sis wil juz keep watching drama in front of me and it gets away of my attention frm studying.

Recently I'm not having good mood due to some matters happen around me. The bad feeling keeps staying inside my heart. Feel heartache. I guess im thinking too much. Well, for sure i wish to stay away frm these thgs. I keep reminding myself not to think so much, its betta i focus on my studies. Ntg is more important than studying now.
HAHA. I stil feel sleepy now. (=

Anyway,stay happy av1, and same do i. Show a smiling face to av1 around you. You make ppl happy and for sure you urself wil feel the happiness.

Finally

Finally. Yes, finally i hav reached Ipoh. My lovely place to stay at. 3 days at kampar is definitely boring to the max. Imagine that u hav no place to go, no entertainment at all. All the while u hav the onli choice, is just staying inside yr room, facing yr lappie. Other than that, ntg else can be done over thr. Feel great once i reached Ipoh. *GRIN*

This week my sisters are cuming bak. For sure my house will full of joys and laughters. And we plan to go Lost World to hav fun. Hopefully we can make it cuz i hope i can release all my stress over thr. Keep studying these few days make myself turn mad n get bored of reading those notes.

Well, i didnt sleep well yest nite. I managed to fall asleep at 6am. But due to hot weather and sum matters that bother my sleeping mode, i cant sleep well. Most of the time i stayed awake.

Dear, sorry for making u sad again and again. Im reali sorry. I noe u're disappointed upon me. Well, ntg much to say except SORRY. Hope u do 4giv all my mistakes. Miss u and Luv u to the MAX. ♥

Gotta hav a rest. Tonite wil b fighting hard again. >.<

Disappointed!!

Today is the 3rd day i stay at kampar without attending any classes. I guess next week I wouldnt cum bak kampar. I wil just stay at home to study on my own. My self- set study week. Guess what, I hav got 2 weeks study weeks. It's enuf for me. I hav set a goal for this sem. Its a MUST for me to achieve. Bit by bit, im sure i can overcome it. Support myself to the MAX. haha..

Yest received a bad news frm him which can definitely push me deep inside a clough. He promised me he wil come bak by tis week. Sigh, he told me his family wil b going to KL to meet him. Means that he cant cum bak. Im sad and very much disappointed. I'm reali unhappy. I wan to be all alone. Tat's my pattern. I switched off both of my hp, i dun wish to receive any msg or cal frm him. I just wish to be all alone. A lonely night. But i think he wouldnt feel gud that he cant manage to catch up wif me. Sorry, i dun hav the mood to talk to any1, i juz wan to lock myself in the room. T.T Til now im not feeling gud as well. I hope to be bak to my home but tomoro i hav to attend lecture class. So no choice, hav to stay one more day here. After tat, say gudbye to kampar for 2 weeks.Hee^^

Seriously in low progression of my studies. Cant reali focus too much. I guess sum1 can throw away my laptop, mayb it makes me focus more than that. Haha..i sleep more than studying frankly to say. Start yawning whenever i take my notes or start memorizing. Haha..sounds so lazy. Yup,im definitely damn lazy. Lazy worm is me..ME!!

Anyway,jia you for all Utarians. All the best and best of luck.

I'm Boring

I'm so boring now. Didnt go for classes these 2 days. But why am i here? Why i'm not in ipoh? Actually its a waste of my time to stay here for few days though i reali can focus on my studies. Tomoro will be attending class or else i will definitely feel that I'm useless to be here. I do not hav the mood to study yet. Notes put aside, facing my laptop the whole day. The onli moment that i can focus is at night. But what shall I do in this whole afternoon? Gosh, I'm damn boring here. Please save me out here.

Recently i'm learning makeup. Planning to start buying makeup stuffs. Hee^^ its a new start for me maybe. Actuali its quite hard to learn frm zero cuz i hav to seek sum experts to teach me. Well, i nid time to learn abt it.

Sumtimes if u think things into positive, it does make you feel gud rather than keep thinking into negative. I keep reminding myself not to be negative-minded, cuz the one who feel the pain n hurt is definitely the me. So, THINK POSITIVE CAN CURE EVERYTHING. (= Jia you lo me. Yest night had sum little argument wif him but at the end he managed to make me happy again. My fault again? I don't think so. Sigh. It's over. Dont wish to think abt it anymore.

Stay happy at each moment is very important. It's a simple job. Cheer up avday and you wil look nice. :D

I do not feel good :(

I had a bad feeling since yest nite. Thinking of something that makes me couldnt fall into sleep. That's so-called INSOMNIA. Today morning received a msg frm fren that he didnt want to go for classes 2day. Wee^^ So all of us for sure not going at all too. Mayb this week is our self-set Study Week.

I do not feel good. Many negative thoughts hav rushed towards my mind and it makes me into down mood. Yes, you know that. But i choose to keep quiet, not telling in details to you cuz I noe that once i tel you, argument arises. I'm juz trying to avoid it. Yup, perhaps it seems that im hiding my feelings from you, but sumtimes its nt necessary that i tel every single of my feeling. But til now, you couldnt read my mind, you do not know what i want from you actually and it does make me feel disappointed again and again. Feeling so down but you're not the one I wish to talk to. I nid frens to be my listener. T.T

Sigh. Just let it be. I don not want my day fills with sadness. Well, I'm trying to make myself look betta rather than showing sad face to my frens. Hehe.. All the best to myself. Gotta study now.

Sunday

Sunday again. Somehow i feel boring. Maybe my siblings didnt come bak this week, so for sure is lack of joys and laughter. Hmm..nothing special abt 2day, as usual today is family day and went to take lunch with relatives. It's gonna rain heavily, so it might be a gud weaher for me to take my nap.

Yest hubby made me not happy. Yes, he knew that i was not happy that moment. Guess what he did? He sang me songs juz indeed to make me happy, cheer me up. I burst into laughter and asked me whether nice anot!! (= He's just so cute cant deny that. Love the way he makes me happy, sometimes with his jokes, with his actions is totally melted my heart. Thanks yea.

Next week hubby will be cuming bak but i guess i wouldnt hav time to meet him as he wil b going to sumwhere else with his family members. Hopefully can meet u even just 5mins time. It's more than enuf. =(

3 more weeks wil sit for finals. Gudbye nice movie. I will see you again after my finals. HAHA. Gambate to myself and av1 too. (=

Feel bored at home =(

Arrrrgh.. I'm damn bored staying at home. Who can save me out from here? I wish to go shopping but i promised myself not to buy anything within this half year cuz i did spend alot n alot when i was in KL last week. I wil warn myself from buying things again. Hopefully it works.

What can i do now besides holding my notes? What can i do to occupy my time? PPS pehaps? Duhh..i stil feel boring. I do not hav the mood to study to the best yet. Somebody can cheer me up. Yes, the onli one is HIM. But he's not by my side at this moment. He's enjoying his shopping time wif his pals. SIGH!! How i wish im in KL to be with him. CPY, face the facts. It's impossible. T.T Nothing i can do except waiting for his calls. =(

So fast it comes to the end of August. And soon it will come to the end of the year. I wonder why this year passes so fast and it seems juz a blink of eyes. Yes, treasure the time and cherish the things you hav. Do not feel regret after making decision to do certain things. Think carefully before stepping out. Think carefully before speaking out or taking actions. (=

Stay happy and you will find out that yr life will full of joys and happiness. ♥

AGAIN

Again and again. It seems happen non-stop on me. Nightmare again and it couldnt stop apprearing terrible scenes in my dreams. What reali happen on me? Too much stress til i got nightmare? This seems impossible. >.< Hopefully i can reali hav a nice sleep tonite.

Somehow i feel lonely. I do not like the feeling of loneliness. But i cant do anything accept trying to find things to pass my time. Reading, watching,blogging and etc. I'm waiting him to bak from office n receiving his calls. One more month, he will flee away from working life and bak to me. We can stick 2geta owaz,meet avday and so on. I shall just wait. Hee^^

I noticed girls with earrings somewhat look very gud and nice. But i do not hav even one cuz i sked of the pain. I tried once when i was in Form3. I couldnt bear the pain and decided not to wear any earrings anymore. But as im growing older, i realise that girls shud hav wore earrings in order to look more nicer. I do plan to go piercing but I'm scared. Sigh! When i wil hav the courage to do one? Perhaps few years more. HAHA

Something enlightens me. Well, different ppl has different perceptions,views or ideas. If you feel that ppl's perception is strongly oppsing what you hav thought, kindly not to get angry or reject ppl, try to accept it though u're not agreeing with him/her. Av1 does hav the power or authority to speak or do whatever they wan. So, if u seriously couldnt accept, just leave without any anger or hate. Besides, av1 has his or her own style. Yup,sometimes we do copy ppl when they are looking gud or nice. But please bear in mind, don't copy 100% cuz u wil rather feel that u're living in ppl's shadow. Why not make up yr own style and live in yr own world? I guess u wil feel more comfortable rather than keep follwing ppl rite? Agree? Haha.. sometimes i do copy ppl's style like how they dress up,how they make up a stylish hairstyle and etc. I will just be myself owaz n try to be the perfect one. I guess av1 of us can do that rite? Jia you!

I wish i could improve my English more in order to write more complete sentences. As im doing my degree now, but somehow i feel that i onli manage to write simple english. Duhh.. how could it be?? No doubt i wil stay at tis spot. I shud hav moved forward to improve my english to the deeper level. Gambate to myself. I know i can do it very well. Seriously, i can write but i couldnt speak fluently. when I'm asked to answer questions, for sure i will speak hesitatingly and nid time to think how to complete the sentences. =(

Stop right here. Hav a nice day everyone and stay happy owaz. (=

37th Months Anniversary

Yes. Today 20//2010,which means i've walked through 37months together with you. Well, we dont celebrate this special day as u're nt around in ipoh. I send u an appreciated msg as if it represents all my loves towards YOU ♥ . Well, received yr call and you ended the conversation like tis : " Bye soh poh". How touched and sweet when i heard that. Haha.. Hubby, it's stil the same,nothing much i can say to u. Just a simple three words for u
I LOVE YOU (= I ♥ YOU loads

Hopefully both of us can walk thru the unlimited days,months and even years together wif you. We will stay more happily than ever and hold our hands tight to walk to a brighter future. Muackz

I'm tired

I'm mentally exhausted. I dont wonder why and hav no ideas why i will be like this? Is it the effect of the dream when i took my nap in the afternoon?? My dream appears many characters, couldnt rmb who they are,n they juz make me difficult to run out from danger life. I try to get out frm the dream, ya, my mental is awaken but i couldnt get to wake up.It's so scary indeed and luckily i managed to wake up from the horrible scene. I felt headache after the nap. =(

Recently im addicted in reading articles posted in FB. Those articles are reli meaningful and it teaches me alot and i get to know more truth abt human being. Yes,i do learn alot from the articles. Ppl,please share more articles,i do like to read. Thanks.

Hubby keeps nagging me like an old woman. He dislikes the way i skip my meals and nowadays he keeps checking me whether i hav taken my dinner. He got very angry when i told him that i juz bought burger as my dinner. He closed my calls n even showed me his temper. Hubby,i know that im getting thinner and thinner. But, you hav to noe that im officially broke. Imagine that yr purse left onli RM60 and stil nid to survive for 2 weeks?? Duhh.. You ask me to eat more in order to reach the weight of 46kg. Yes,frankly to tell, im trying hard to gain weight. You sigh when you see my body size is just like skeleton. You even scolded me if i dont eat well, you will dump me away. Haha, i noe tat u're trying to frighten me. Well, i wil try to gain fats. This is the promise i make for you.

Finals is at the edge of corner. I'm not well prepared for it. And i noe that im stil in holiday mood. What happen to me? I shall set a target for myself and work harder to strive for it. Is that possible for me? I will just try. Hubby gives me lots of supports and sometimes i do make some grumbles to him that i face some pressures and wish he's beside me. He tries to make me happy with his jokes. Yes, he's a big joker that onli can cheer up my day. Thanks alot my hubby. Without you owaz to be my side, i couldnt imagine that how my life wil get into unimaginable situation. ♥

woo hoo.. Gotta start studying now. Add oil to all my frens that are going to sit for finals. (=

Simple Day

i was late 2day due to my wrong-set-alarm
quite rush for it as my fren was waiting down thr
my both legs' muscle cause me difficulty to walk properly
i guess im doing too much walking when i was in KL
=(

somehow,im missing my days in KL
n i noe tat tis is the last chance 2 go as finals is around the corner
i shall put more effort in it rather than keep thinking of shopping,hav fun o watever
seems like i wil nvr serious in my studies b4
NO,it shouldnt happen to me
future is more important than avthing
n my parents are putting so much hope on me
no more making them to feel disappointed on me
i promise =)
sumtimes i do curious why ppl can get so many As in their studies bt nt me?
how they do it?
holding their books avday,av min, av seconds???
perhaps..they just cant live without books i guess..
HAHA
i shall learn frm them (:

im broke now cuz i hav spent too much in KL
my fren feels shocked when i took out my receipt n showed him how many things i bought in KL
he calculated for me
the figure is around RM800++
haiz..i hav to save money frm now onwards
no more spending extravagantly anymore

hubby tells me tat he wil help me formatting my old laptop
woohoo..u're juz too gud..
juz for me ya ♥
every fren of mine tells me that both of us do look alike
perhaps its so-called 夫妻相~
haha..i duno..
*yr hugs make me warmth*
*yr words make me sweet*
*yr care makes me lighten up my days*
*yr appearance has walked into my life n lead me to a more brighter life*
THANK YOU
thanks so much ♥

Bak To Kampar

The feeling of leaving is nt gud 2 me..
and i juz can say tat time reali passes so fast...
it seems like juz a blink n it comes to sunday adi :(
felt sad once i stepped into the train
i nvr wan to leave him BUT...T.T
he was so worrying n kept asking my fren to take care of me

well,my 4 days n 3 nights in KL was memorable to me
n the most happy moments for sure is wif my hubby ♥
he brought me wherever i wish to go
n we did spend alot in KL
guess wat..both of us almost spent RM800 in just 2 days
hubby bought alot than me..
n i juz managed to buy 2 clothes,1 short pant n bag :)

special for hubby ♥
im happy to be wif u all these days :)
thanks 4 taking care of me when i was nt feeling well due to period pain :)
thanks for bringing me to go wherever i wanted to go for so long
thanks for spending yr time to be wif me,shopping around n yet u didnt make any grumbles to me :)
sorry tat u couldnt take yr car for maintanence due to my coming
im quite worrying abt yr safety seriously..
u wil b bak 2 weeks later but i guess i wouldnt meet u..
sad~~~~

reached kampar quite late n i felt bad..
cuz my parents,my beloved hubby n sis were worrying abt my safety
they even stayed up til late night juz to wait for my calls
they wan to make sure tat i reached home safely
especially my mum ♥
she couldnt get into sleep cuz she has been waiting for my calls
sorry mum tat i hav made u worry me again :(

seriously nt in study mood
but i noe i hav to turn my study mood on
CPY..wake up plz..
no more staying bak at holiday mood

gotta slp right now
gud nite av1
:)

KL-ing

wee^^ i was in KL since yest
and tis is the 1st time i take ktm all alone to reach KL
didnt noe when to get down d train
yest was like a noobie kept asking the girl who sat beside me..
HAHA
when got down d train..
i lost all my direction..
turned bac n front..
which i suppose to go??
duhh..i didnt care much n juz followed ppl to walk up the staircase..
i was breathing so hard as there r too many steppingstone
~.~
i saw my soh lou hubby ♥ was waiting thr for me adi
wat a relieved!!! i didnt make the wrong decision to folo ppl..HAHA
when hubby saw me n said for his 1st sentence
:" why do u look more n more skinny"
i didnt hav energy to talk to him as i was panting for breath..
after tat,we went to hav our "dinner" at Asia Cafe
n met wif Kelvin n his gf,sis , fren
too shy to face them..juz kept quiet n busy eating 4 my meals

hubby's place is a bit dirty..
guys r liketat,they seldom keep their things clean or tidy
things all over the floor
well,now im alone at home
juz nw had lunch wif hubby
guess wat!!!
he purposely walked bac frm his office n brought me for lunch
im so touched T.T
i treated him for MCD..hee^^
luv to see his hungry +greedy eating face..
so cute..
tonite wil b going to watch Salt 2geta wif his frens
:)

special thanks to Stanley to fetch me to train station
and lead me to the seat
haha...the train was moving slowly n he quickly jumped off
so funny..

well,hope time never goes on so fast
i wil very much appreciate d time im wif him..
stay happy..woo hooo
♥

Starve myself!!!

i nvr take my dinner at outside for yest n 2day
cuz i wish to save money to spend in KL..
very stupid rite??
i onli can drink milo + KoKoKrunch as my dinner
n yet it stil doesnt make me full enuf..
no choice..perhaps its time to keep fit :)
hubby begs me to eat..
but i lie him tat my house has lots of foods to eat..
hee^^

FINALLY...FINALLY
avthing is over..
no more mid term
no more presentation
woo hoo..
we're flee away frm stress
how gud is it ♥

tomoro wil b leaving kampar n heading to kl for 4 days
this is the 1st time i take ktm to KL to meet my hubby
reali cant wait to meet u
n this is the 1st time i nvr bac ipoh for 2 weeks..
gonna miss my parents much T.T
i couldnt imagine how many things i wil buy in kl??
how much i spend in kl??
hee^^

yest's nite was in angry mood cuz one of my housemates invited many of his frens to my house
they made noise for almost 3 hours..
n made me couldnt focus on my things..
how i wish i can go down n ask them shut up..
grrrrr >.<

ntg to write abt..
stop here..
:)

Tired

every monday for sure i wil feel super tired when i was attending classes
cuz i departed frm my house around 7.45am
imagine how early it was n i had to drive bac to kampar
duhhh :((
took my nap for almost 2 2/1 hours
many characters appeared in my dream
hubby ♥ appeared at the last scene n i stil could rmb wats his actions n words spoken by him..
aiks...bad boy!!! maks ♥

i realise tat my dark circles n eyebags r growing bigger n bigger..
hubby grumbles tat it looks more darker than b4
and urges me to sleep a little bit early..
feel warmth when he keeps sighing..HAHA
feel sweet deep inside my heart ♥

yaks...finals is cuming nearer n nearer
but y i couldnt hav the mood to prepare for it??
current mood=holidays mood
juz wish to throw avthing away n enjoy my moments wif hubby til max
wif no worries..
wif no obstructions
HAHA
but he's sick now..
hopefully he can recover asap
n hid beloved baby=CAR

well,stop right here
hoping to focus on my notes..
B....U...T...
ngek
:)

gud nite av1

Sunday Sunday Sunday (",)

as i mentioned b4,sunday is my family day
so as usual,v had our lunch at "mun zhong" 2geta wif my relatives
guess wat!! today's meals was pretty exp
RM247.. wow..thanks DAD..u're the great one ♥
after tat we went shopping mall to grab stuffs..
spent another RM300 ++
can imagine how much things we bought???
elder sis is going bac to kl..
aiks..gudbye...will see u very soon :) take care

well..here i wan to emphasize tat independent is very much important to us..
as we're stepping in2 adult stage..
decisons shud b made by yrself,but nt relying on yr families or frens to help u
yes,perhaps v can seek sum advices frm them
getting info which path shud b right to walk on..
anyhow,the final decision u hav to make it yrself..
if mistakes happen,take it as a lesson n don't repeat it in future..
for me,im super relying my family or frens or even my hubby to do avthing for me
in another word of saying,im LAZY to think wats right or wrong..
didnt bear the consequence..didnt think much bout future
im just LAZY for avthing..
BUT~~~~~~~~~
as days are passing by..
im changing..yes..i shud change..
cuz im adult now..
n i shud hav made my own decision rather than relying on others
guess wat,ppl wil feel tat u're useless or starts criticizing u if keep acting like tis..
yes..perhaps it sounds hard to do avthing on yr own..
y not u hav a try n belif tat u can do it??
or mayb without any help frm yr families or frens,u could do it better?
who knows rite??
seriously,im quite relying my hubby as well..
he grumbles me alot bout tis matter
yes,its too late for me to noe tat i shud hav b independent..
sorry hubby..
someday later u wil open yr eyes wide n realise tat im chaning!!!
haha...juz wait n see ya

besides,i do nt like ppl to rely me as well..
the feeling is juz like..hmm...nt feeling gud..
the more u rely,the more i feel disgusting n irritating.
n i wil juz walk away frm yr life n may nt mix u anymore..
yup...tats me..
yes,if frens rely on u sumtimes..
yes..u can help if u hav the ability..
but if sum1 is too relying heavily on me..
sorry..i wil stay away frm u..
mayb u feel tat im nt a gud fren..
yes..u can think tis..
but i do tis juz to let u noe tat u shouldnt be like tis
frens wil leave u someday n they may not help u avtime whenever u're in problems..
so,try to solve problems yrself..
n tel yrself
"YES,I CAN DO IT"

i hope i can change as well..
time is needed to prove

wooohooo~~~
is in happy mood these few days
cuz im gonna meet my beloved hubby soon..
wonder whr he wil bring me to hang around..
*claps*

well,stop rite here..
stay happy av1

Feel Good

well..today just got the chance to hang out wif my beloved sis ♥
i hav not met her for almost one month..
wee^^
she treated me to eat my favourite cake --> chocolate banana
both of us ordered three slice of cakes..
imagine that..!!
wow..we're reali a big eater
but at the end we couldnt finish it..
TOO FULL :)
managed to buy a new shoes in Vincci again
total up,i hav got 8 shoes in kampar..
if my parents noe tis..im sure i wil get killed
told my hubby bout tis..
get SCOLDED
T.T

week 11 is cuming..
final is around the edge..
started to feel terrible as im not well prepared for it
but i dun wish to study for last min cuz its sure that i wil end up like im rushing to finish it ):

a day which is given by GOD
and we're given a chance to enjoy the day to the fullest
let go the sadness
strive for happiness
wsh av1 can stay happily each day

ntg much to say..
enjoy yr weekedn av1
:)

Its friday :)

Yup..its Friday..a lovely Friday..
but wat can i do for tis whole day??
mayb study 4 my finals??
awww..moods haven cum n found me yet..
hmm..well...i duno wat i can do seriously..
but for sure..2day is brand new day with no worries :)
av1 shud enjoy avday given by the GOD
treasure n cherish avthing u hav got

2day sister is cuming bac..woohoo
since when i never meet her??
3 weeks i guess..
sure my days wil full of laughters n joys..

av1 does nid improvements..
but it depends watever u wish to improve
though sounds quite hard,but if u work hard..
im sure u're gonna step into success path
yup..i wish i can b independent person which do nt rely on ppl so much
sumtimes things i nid to settle myself without any help frm others
i nid to train myself..
alright..juz see when can i success
erm..another thg is..
perhaps is my behavior..???
sumtimes im emotional n sumtimes i can b cheerful all the day.
as i noe its nt gud cuz ppl around u wouldnt like to guess y r u in down mood..
so,put a smiling face avday..
n ppl feels comfortable to mix wif u
aww..wil u guys think tat im "ki siao" if i laugh avday..??
HAHAHA...
anyway,im nt hard to mix wif..
i can chat whatever things wif u if u start a topic wif me..
cuz im talkative..
hee^^

im so much hoping next week wil cum 2 me faster..
ngek ngek~~
mega sales is started..
hope he wil control me frm buying unnecessary things again..

*special thanks to Charlotte n ah meng who walk into my life n lead me to a brighter life,without u both,i wil definitely nt a happy person.thanks alot.i wil appreciate u guys..heart ya ♥*

life is tough

finally settled down all those assignments n mid terms
onli left for presentation
den wil work very hard for the cuming final
:(
tough life is cuming nearer n nearer.
n i juz wana say tat time flies superb fast
seems like i stil couldnt catch up anything
CPY..plz dun b lazy in yr studies..
be serious,be hardworking n strive for the best..
yes..im sure i can do it..

just sent my fren n her hubby to bus station.
they r heading bac to Melaka..
i bet she wil spend 1k ++ to buy her own stuffs,rite??
HAHA..sorry

juz realise tat tis sem has got many unhappy things happen around me
critisism n arguments happen frequently..
gap is getting wider n wider..
sooner o later frm 5 members wil b turning into 3
if u realise tat frens around u are leaving one by one..
i guess u hav to bear in mind tat..
whether is it yr problem or...????
or is it yr attidude has sum problems n made frens keep leaving u??
plz dont blame others since they r not wrong to leave u

for me..now i wil very much appreciate frens around me..
yes,sumtimes im emotional
but i can sure tat..i wont easily get angry towards my frens unless u hav done sumthing tats over my expectation n rude to me...
i wil juz stay away frm u..
tats the way to negelct ppl..

ppl..do appreaciate wat u hav now.:)

Outing wif frens ♥

we planned for tis outing last week n we successfully made it 2day
woo hoo ♥
we departed around 6.30pm n managed to reach JJ around 7.30pm
actuali we can reach there early but im too obtuse in recognizing the road..
so we turned a big round onli managed to reach there..
sorry yea..hee^^
after reaching there..3 of us felt hard to make the decison wat to eat for our dinner.
finally i suggested to go Black Canyon which is my favourite as well
me n my babe,Charlotte ordered the same food..
CHICKEN TOM YAM
wow..so delicious
while Jasmine ordered her Spagetti..
3 of us ordered the same Iced Blended Mocha
after dinner,straight away we headed to Vincci..
i bought a high heel shoe for myself n it costs for RM53 after the discount..
so worth..
Charlotte bought a slipper n it looked nice
i bet i wil buy the same shoes wif her..hohoho..
then headed to PADINI..
grabbed stuffs again but we juz managed to buy one clothe for ourselves :)
the last destination was Mango
i spent RM138 there juz onli for one shirt n one short pant..
damn heartache when i paid by cash..
sobs T.T
around 10pm sumthing,since it was late..
so we planned to bac kampar
b4 tat,we stopped by at Mcd as Charlotte wanted to pack foods for her Hubby..
she's owaz so gud to her hubby..
woo hooo~~~

after i got bac home..
received hubby's call n he complained to me tat why i nvr tel him once i reached kampar..
hee^^sorry hubby..
so sorry tat i made u worry bout me again..
i told u that i had spent for RM200++
u started to scold me..
i juz kept quiet there..
yes..im wasting money on those unnecassary things..
hubby,yes..u're rite..
both of us kept silent..
.............................
out of a sudden..
u broke the silence..
u said like this :" giv me yr acc number,tomoro i wil deposit cash to u."
hubby,u noe wat..
i was so touched when u told me like this
cant deny tat u're the best of the best hubby in the world..
yes..i hav to borrow money frm u as both of my acc are gonna be in -ve..
i promise i wil return bac to u when im possible
i wouldnt waste money anymore..perhaps..
hopefully i reali can do tat..
CHARLOTTE TAN..PLZ DUN EVER LURE ME TO BUY THINGS ANYMORE..
LOL...

overall..i feel very very happy to go shopping wif them seriously
if there is a chance,i wil sure date u guys again..
juz wait yea..hohoh
gonna upload those pics that we had taken
maks..
heart u both...

tomoro charlotte wil b going to Melaka..
hav a safe journey n enjoy yrself to the fullest wif yr hubby yea..
:)

week 10

i tot i can update my blog avday b4 i get into bed
but it seems tat im getting lazier each day
how could it be??!!!
wow..its week 10..yes WEEK 10
the most relief moment was to pass up the most hectic assgnment---> BR
thanks av1 for the effort
=D

did my Japanese presentation 2day..
i noe its reali bad as i was juz holding the paper without eye contact..
lol...dun care as it was over.. woo hoo~~

tomoro wil b having EI role play..
which is a very challenging character for me
im so bad luck to pick up the most difficult character to act..
well..no blaming others..
its my luck to pick the draw..
juz let it be..
but i noe i reali couldnt act in serious as im too shy to act..
sorry ya my members...

had a nice chat wif my babe after the discussion..
but feel shy wif her bf's appearance..
hehe...sooner or later i guess i wouldn't b shy anymore
n for sure..it takes time...

im so happy ♥
hopefully can meet u very very soon..
n ntg can block me frm meeting u..
woo hoo...

gotta sleep soon
hav a nice sleep av1