Disappointed!!

Today is the 3rd day i stay at kampar without attending any classes. I guess next week I wouldnt cum bak kampar. I wil just stay at home to study on my own. My self- set study week. Guess what, I hav got 2 weeks study weeks. It's enuf for me. I hav set a goal for this sem. Its a MUST for me to achieve. Bit by bit, im sure i can overcome it. Support myself to the MAX. haha..

Yest received a bad news frm him which can definitely push me deep inside a clough. He promised me he wil come bak by tis week. Sigh, he told me his family wil b going to KL to meet him. Means that he cant cum bak. Im sad and very much disappointed. I'm reali unhappy. I wan to be all alone. Tat's my pattern. I switched off both of my hp, i dun wish to receive any msg or cal frm him. I just wish to be all alone. A lonely night. But i think he wouldnt feel gud that he cant manage to catch up wif me. Sorry, i dun hav the mood to talk to any1, i juz wan to lock myself in the room. T.T Til now im not feeling gud as well. I hope to be bak to my home but tomoro i hav to attend lecture class. So no choice, hav to stay one more day here. After tat, say gudbye to kampar for 2 weeks.Hee^^

Seriously in low progression of my studies. Cant reali focus too much. I guess sum1 can throw away my laptop, mayb it makes me focus more than that. Haha..i sleep more than studying frankly to say. Start yawning whenever i take my notes or start memorizing. Haha..sounds so lazy. Yup,im definitely damn lazy. Lazy worm is me..ME!!

Anyway,jia you for all Utarians. All the best and best of luck.