Lonely Life in Kampar ---> Day 15

woke up at 12.10pm today..
cz skipped the 1st tutorial class..
feel nice to hav a nice sleep

as usual..attended 4 hours lecture classes..
was so tired sitting thr for 4 hours~~~
v were playing more than paying attention in class.
all of us seems addicted to the games n the punishments v hav..
different kinds of punishments
different kinds of rules created by Charlotte Tan..
LOL..

stil the same..my ear is stil not recover yet..
but it doesnt feel so much pain as compare to monday..
its getting better n better.. :)

currently bc wif assignments..
get bored when reading XXX pages of journals yet nid to summarise it..
DUHHH... ~.~''
hope dis sem ends asap..
hope friday can cum faster 2 me..
ngek ngek ngek~~ ♥

Lonely Life in Kampar ---> Day 13 & 14

yest was too busy doing my presentation slides..
frm 9 sumthing pm til 2am in the midnight..
so tired but stil nid to make myself awake to make it finished..
yest went to consult doc bout my ear problem..
it had been so suffer for me bout 2 days..
the 1st day i reli couldnt get in2 sleep cz it was reli damn painful
plz take gud care of yr ear..dun let it to get injured or else u wil b in trouble..

so,bout 2day..
i was totally over-slept..
class started at 10am..
but den i woke up at 9.28am..
immediately jumped off frm my bed n prepared myself..
no wonder i didnt hear the alarm tat i set b4 i went in2 slp yest nite..
i feel veli weird y the alarm wil stop itself??
or i stop it myself??
DUNNO...~~~~
after reaching in the lecture hall..
stomachache came to find me..
it was reli so suffer..
my frens tot that i had pressure for the presentation later..
i told them not..i guess i had eaten sum dirty things or wat..

today suppose to hav 10 presenters..
n my tutor invited some guests to witness our presentation..
one of the guests is in higher position as i noe..
when it turned to the 5th presenter..
tutor stopped us...
got veli angry wif us..
few reasons he got angry
1) most of us directly read frm the slides
2)did nt prepare well for the hard copy
3)didnt mention his full name in the 1st page of the cover
BLA BLA BLA...many many more..
he gav us another chance to present again..
means i hav to present again next week..damn it
his requirements are quite high towards us..
hopefully next week we all can do more better than 2day~~

received mum's call
she was asking how's my ear :(
i told her tat my ear is stil not okie yet..
sobs..
if tis cuming thursday my ear is still in the same situation..
my mum gonna bring me to see specialist..
yor...dun try to sked me plz..
i feel afraid when doc takes something sharp n puts inside my ear..
it causes me so painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
pray hard tat i can get well soon..

feel that tis year i hav got lots of sickness..
during the month of march..
i had fever,cough,serious flu that lasted for one week..
weight was getting lesser n lesser..
til now..
my ear got problem..
T.T
and recently i wil get tired easily..
do not noe the reason WHY~~

for him ♥
3 weeks i never meet u..
i miss u soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much..
hope to see u very very soon
:)

gotta stop right now..
wil update more :)

Not a gud day :(

planned to bac kampar today..
planned to go Jj wif fren b4 going bac to kampar
but due to heavy rain..so cancelled..
so bad..

my ear is so damn pain..
i guess there is injuries inside my ear..
sobs..
T.T

having stress for the assignments..
tis cuming tuesday its my turn to present my work..
arrrgh..
so nervous and sked for sure..
its individual presentation..
feel so much nervous when talking in front of so many ppl..

tomoro hav to wake up early to rush bac to kampar
as my 1st class starts at 9.30am..
gotta sleep early wif my pain ear..T.T

gud nite av1 :)

=p

got bac home..
wooo hoo~~
i luv ipoh so much..
feel nice once i stepped into my house..

tomoro my siblings are going to cum bac ipoh again..
n v plan to go jj again as mage sales is started..
cant wait to grab sutffs again ♥

today went to kampar Tesco wif my frens..
i did a 2pid thing..
now their turn to burst into laughter.
but indeed it was very "fish" la..
LOL

i hav a bad feeling in a sudden..
n it remains very long n nvr goes off in my heart..
i dun wonder y i hav tis kind of feeling.
but sure its related to him..
i guess im thinking too much...
confidence level drops to zero..
til i got his cal..
feel much more better n i noe..
his heart wil onli can fit in one person..
tats me..
no others..
i should hav blif him instead of suspicious him..
Game of Love,Im definitely a LOSER
:(
i used to think very much n after tat go complaint to him
y i hav got so many complaints n yet i do not receive any complaints frm him??
y am i like tat??
i guess im requesting too much frm him?
izit my expectation too high??
i guess so..
im trying hard to change myself to be a better gf n yet..
it fails..
im a failure,defeatist,stupid,useless....
sigh.. T.T

currently bc wif my assignments..
i comfort myself nt to think too muc though im not feeling gud..
avthing wil turn gud if i think in a positive way..
a gud advise frm my dear fren..
i wil owaz bear in mind..
i try..i wil reli try..

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 12

it was so funny to c my fren slipped down today..
immediately me n my fren were bursted into loud laughter..
HAHAHA...
she knelt down there for 5 seconds stil didnt want to get up..
n none of us help her too...
v were juz busy laughing at her especially me..
sorry ya my fren..its reli funny enuf...

some assignments nit to pass up on week 9..
omg..how do i manage to settle them in these few weeks time..
Utar is trying to kill us..
DAMN it..

something enlightens me..
for u ♥
sorry tat i've made u sad
sorry tat i've made u worry bout me
sorry tat i've mistaken u owaz
sorry..too many to apologize..
YUP..i promised myself not to let "it" happen btw n u me..
i wil try my best to control my emotion..
i juz wan u to b happy all the time :)
TQ my dearest ♥
seems like i hav too many thgs to talk to u..
but u're nt with me..
nvm...u noe wat im thinking cz..
OUR HEART ARE LINKED 2GETA
hehe...

well,gotta rest soon
gud nite av1

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 11

2day i was totally lazy to get up frm my dream..
felt very tired the whole day n yet not feeling well too..
did not hav the appetite to eat...
2day i was juz like turning into another person..
quiet in the class..didnt talk much..paid so much attention too..

skipped the laz class as all of us didnt wan to attend the class..
2day im juz so tired..
BUT...
assignments are stil waiting me to complete them..
SIGH...
next week onwards til week 10..
i wil b very very very x1000 busy..
assignments,quiz,mid term...
T.T

feel nice to receive ur call..
u r juz too caring..♥
u're nt cuming bac this week..
sad sad sad :(
do not noe when u wil bac to me again.. T.T

currently doing my EI assignment..
spend little time to blog here..
hehe ^^

tonite wil sleep early cz im reli tired n sleepy
:)

Lonely Life in Kampar --- Day 10

today we were late 2 class cz sum1 was late to fetch us..
while waiting my fren to cum fetching me~~
surprisingly i met my secondary skul fren..
and she is living the same house wif me..
v r housemates now..HAHA

for the Japanese lecture class today..
another boring class..
v juz sat there for doing nothing cz v didnt bring our text books to campus..
today my mood was nt gud..
i was rude to my fren cz she kept talking beside me..
sorry..i reli couldnt manage my emotion sumtimes..
reli sorry..
after bac home...
stil feeling nt gud...
haiz...
juz feel myself very bad cz i didnt pick up his calls..
cz i didnt feel like wana talk on the phone..
sorry my dear ♥

tomoro wil b having another quiz...
its nt hard but i dun hav the mood to study for it...

:)
try to cheer myself up...
prefer alone in this moment